just let me lie here
thinking about your beautiful soul
&& cant get enough of you<3

you and me together.

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:31 AM

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its not that i wanted this to happen
i just hope things would go back to the past
the past where me and you
talked all night
about all random things
and i like it that way
its just relaxing and coolio.
but now
it all seems different
i seem to have been in your
"unwanted" list
and i dislike the way it is really.
i cant seem to be able to relate to you
and many a times,
i feel that tension and "nothing to talk about" mood
hate it hate it hate it.
but what can i say?
you've got your friends and im here
hanging on to the past
refuse to move on
cause i believe that
all things are gonna be fine;
just wait and seee...
but ive been proven wrong
really.... im just so upset with you
kiss you goodbye;

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:31 AM

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

HI IM JON
AND IM BLOGGING FOR ANGELA TEO.
SHE IS CURRENTLY PLAYING NEOPETS
AND REALLY CANT BE BOTHERED ABOUT ME
THATS WHY I HATE HER.
SHE SUCK MY COCK
OH IM SORRY. IM GROSS.
BUT I DUNCH CARE. COZ THIS IS ME.
HMPH. I HATE YOU ANGELA TEO!
YOU BETTER REPLY MY INSTANT MSG
IF NOT, I WILL SLAP YOU.
SMILES*
AND SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM PENANG
AND I THINK SHE GREW DAMN FAT
LIKE 60kg 70kg! !
ZOMG, OBESE. LOL
HAVE FUN PLAYING NEOPETS!
AND DID I MENTION



ANGELA TEO IS A BIG FAT PIG
SHE SLEEPS TILL 12!ZOMG.
I REALLY WONDER HOW HER BF IS GONNA
TAHAN HER. MAYBE SHE WONT HAVE.
SMIRKS.
COZ SHE IS STINKY AND SMELLY AND DIRTY
YIPPY.((:


YOURS TRULY,
JONNNN TAIT. LOL.


I STILL DONT KNOW WAT TAIT MEANS.
BUT I THINK IT SHOULD BE SOMETHING COOL
CAUSE IT SUITS MY NAME. LOL.
BYE.

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 11:38 PM

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IM BORED.
and i dont wanna blog
bye.):

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:23 PM

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your eye is on the sparrow
and your hand comforts me
fromt he ends of the earth
to the depths of my heart



let your mercy andd strength be seen
you call me to your purpose
as angels understand
for your glory may you draw all men
as your love and grace demands



And i will run to you
to your words
of truth
not by might not by power
but by the spirit of god
yes, i will run the race.



i will run the race
till i see your face
oh let me live in the glory of your grace.
<3


HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:48 AM

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SO UBER COOL!
i know(: and i like it(:
<3

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:45 AM

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AND IM MISSING ALL OF YOU.
AS IN REALLY): im so sad.
gahh..
i hope we hang out soon okay.
yeah yeah
FAITH: thanks for everything.
SHARON: dearrie, you know me alrights.
CANDY: SLEEPING BUDDY<3 CUTE.
YAMCAKEZ: GOSSIPS, SLEEPING BUDDY<3
JOANNE: OMGZ, FUNKAYEEE.
ESTHER: WOW.
SANDY: AUNTIE SANDY! SECRETS<3
TRINA: FUNNY PAL!
LISA: HURHUR. THANKS FOR THE
MAKE-UP(: its beautiful(:


yurp
i totally miss them
and steph is in camp
together with gerald
ahh, i miss those two):
gahh! I AM LIKE LIFELESS
but thankfully,
ive got jo and others still
I WANT TO WATCH JUST MY LUCK
OMGOMGOMG.
I WANT TO WATCH IT.
PUNANI!!!!(:
hurhur! OH WELLS.
I HOPE YOU HAD A FUN TIME TODAY DEAR.
I HAD A FUN TIME
TATA<3

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:26 AM

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Monday, June 19, 2006

the beautiful game-whr legends are born says:
wat yinrong makan tait?


‡ give me the cure to love truly, a cool full stop . says:
hahahaha
my friend eat shyte


the beautiful game-whr legends are born says:
yinrong no such word


‡ give me the cure to love truly, a cool full stop . says:
hahaha
YINRONG IS MY FRIEND(:

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:17 AM

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IM MISSIN' PENANG!):
ya know, the food
and the friends
and the school
and the late night chats
and the gossips
and the OMG KNOWS WHUT?!?
im missing candy,YAM(:, jo, cavina,
satay,THE SISTERS,HEAD PREFECT and
the whole lot of others
OMG they are just so coolio.
and then the photos.
ive got some but well,
not exactly the WHOLE thing
cause miss joanne lim hasnt sent it to me
):
but hey, it doesnt hurt to have all these first.
grins.

yurhh! and thats mrs yap.

doing all that thing.

whutever.

hurhur(:

THE STUDENT LEADER'S SUPERMAN SHIRT.

so anyway, WE WERE ON OUR WAY TO THE QUERY(: yeahhh(: LOVELY.


GRAD NIGHT PHOTOS(:

alrights.
i think thats all.
for now.
cause i only got photos from YAMM(:
i love her ta bitso.
and i love THAT CHAT.
yao know THAT CHAT. grins.
THAT CHAT THAT CHAT THAT CHAT(:
and you know whut
MALAYSIA HAS THIS AGE THINGOO.
where you can drive when your 17!
ogomgomgZ.
i like okayy(:
and i got driven around by 2 sistas.
17 and 18.
GAHHH UNFAIRNESS.
i wannt to drive.
its totally funnnn(:


anyway, i bought plenty of things.
and it was great.
going around shopping with 3 sleeping buds
HURHUR(:
AND I LEARNT MALAY OKAY(: im so cool.
hurhur.
OMGOMGOMGZ, i ate the best prata there okay.
and some curry thingoss(:
SSSSS YOU KNOW LE HOT.
omg, im in love with prata.
PRATA PRATA PRATA
i like it.
yay(: and i gained 1 kg during these 3 days
how nice right?! GAHHH.
but its alrights
FATNESS GETS YOU CUTENESS?
hahaha omg, that doesnt make sense
but whutever.


AND TEEWHY just told me a joke today
TANGTEEWHY! hurhur.. TANGTAIZHONG(:
omgomgomg. so funny right? I KNOW
and teewhy officially became
MY BESTEST BEST BEST FRIEND.
hurhur.
so funny.
okay anyway.
i shall say more about all these
and rattle about penang again
another time
cause my brother
wants to use the friggin comp
yay(:



where is your boy tonight?


HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:58 AM

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

IM FINALLY BACK FROM PENANG
its all so changed.
and weird.
like my convo with candy
we were like talking about
BUILDINGS
SIGNS
TREES
SIDE ROADS
and blah blah blah
oh wells, i was tired.
so i slept in her car
oh it felt good
and candy made me feel so cool
hahaha(: she is so funny(:
i love her!(:
UMMM, IM TIRED
i shall update about the trip.
YOU KNOW WHUT!
i totally hate anons.
they think that they are just so
PRETTY, HOT OR HANDSOME
yuck oh PLEASE!
and its not like I SAID I WAS PRETTY.
hurhur..
whut losers.
BYE<3



oh yeahh I SAY
SAY MY NAME BABY!SAY MAH NAME!
and very well,
i learn my malay pretty darn well.
yay(:

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:39 AM

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

IM GOING PENANG NOW
i'll miss warm luke water
and singapore friends
YINRONG, YOU BETTER TEACH ME MORE
BANGLAH STUFF! (:
HAVE FUN HERE AND DONT MISS
ME TOO MUCH PEOPLE !
tata!<3

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 2:34 PM

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i was randomly looking at the
past yr's pictures
and i came across these.
i was that weird.
hurhur.
i miss you mel(:

i know i look weird
but whutever okay!
that was how young
like a few yrs back?
secondary one
hahaha..
not too long but WHUTEVER
its till young.
hahaha..
compared to the change me now.
gahhh):
and i there really wasnt sucha things as
silicon boobs last time
if not, i would have had it.
grins.
thats hot
OMGZ, LE HOT(:
i think i used to look like china gurls.
ahahha(: i miss those days
kelly, you know whut i mean.(:
smiles.
sorry im making up for the 3 days
im missing out. grins.
yeah, thats quite recent
seconday two.
i still look like that
i think
just a little darker here and there
A LITTLE.
note the LITTLE
hahaha.. banglahh(:
val and alishia! I MISS YOU(:
and im gonna miss singapore.
SHUEN I MISS YOU TOO.
AHHH, WHAT I PREDICTED CAME TRUE
DEARIE, WE NEED TO TALK.
yay!(: I LOVE YOU!(:
AND I TELL YOU, THINGS ARE HAPPENING
BETWEEN THEM BOTH.
I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU
hahaha(: I LOVE YOU PUNANI(:
mwahhh!(:
MISS YOU ! COME BACK BEFORE I DO.
OKAY??!??!?!??!?!?!
i'll get tons of thingos for you
heh heh!(:



sparkling tears that dried up
solidify and hardened into
hot molten larva..
baby, im getting harsh and hot.



LET ME TELL YOU.
being spastic is coolio

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:38 AM

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okay, im getting bored.
so thats why im doing all these.
hope you like it my dears<3

KHAKIS UNITE!(:

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:43 AM

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a picture that speak
a thousand million words.
to kelly dear:
I LOVE YOU<3

and i'll be missin' you
when im off in penang. mwah

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:24 AM

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jon just reminded me of some stuff and really, i just felt so unhappy. deep down inside, i know im not satisfied with many things. im just so pissed off alone like that. sometimes i truly understand how faking a smile is like cause it totally sucks. smiles? why cant i smile like i mean it? am i just faking that all along? i feel so tortured deep inside. i feel like im stranging my own soul. i ask myself sometimes, do i really feel glad about whut im serving? Do i count as a christian? Do i even play a part in his life... i seriously wonder and then again, why do i feel so empty? so out of reached. maybe cause i spent too much time, trying to be someone im not, trying to change. its tiresome.. and im sick of it. i just want to stay myself. i want to.. i really want to. but how? how can i bring myself back? back to reality. i just want a shoulder now.. i just want a leaning tower. shelter me from sun and rain, just keep me glad. i just want to cry.. i want to.. i really want.. i no longer can hold back those precious drops of tears. i have had enough of it. really...

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:13 AM

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oh im just so tired
of looking at those precious eyes;
that undying love
which i know cannot be reached
i want to want to
spend these moments alone.
alone and awaiting for a magic
an unexpected downfall...
oh baby, i want thatt.



so anyway, im flying off tomoro):
im gonna leave my ping here
to rot and die. hurhur.
oh woww(: but its alright
i can spend my time crapping
with dear jo and sharon(:
love them ta bitso.
tell you whut!
i'll get gifts back okayy?
so watch out for them.
only those i miss will get them.
grins.((:
soooo...
I WANNA CATCH THAT MOVIE
OH THAT MOVIE
WHATS THAT AGAIN?
JUST MY LUCK!
oh dont you just love it.
i know i do.
oh hothothot (:


oh im tired
dance and sang and dance and sang today
im eating kinder surprise
JEALOUS GERALD? hurhur.
pinky kelly loves me hell lot
she posted 3 pics of me on friendster
yay(: I LOVE HER HELL LOT TOO.



I LOVE YOU MY DEAR.
THOUGH THERE ARE TIMES WHEN
WE BOTH GET PISSED OFF WITH EACH OTHER.
but your still the best
cause we can never get mad for too long
hurhur
thanks for supporting me always
and bringing me happiness sweetie(:
also always dealing with my spastic acts
and cool shyte that i have.
i know im cool alrights(:
your stupid funky crazy
and most of all, PATIENT WITH ME.
i just want to tell you that,
though you've got a partner now,
im still your best partner OKAY?!
ALRIGHT(:



im done rattling
and talking to myself.
i just feel upset
cause im leaving singapore
and family
but im sure i would enjoy myself there.
i packed my bag already
yay! i rock. I KNOW(:
and dont miss me singapore ppl.
i know you will but yeah CONTROL
im gonna be back soon(: grins.


on freak can!
i must wake up at 5.
and be at the airport at 6.
oh dear me dear dear dear):
its okay.
i would see my shakebutt pal and cand.
yay!(: baby, i love them.
hurhur.
RETARDS SAY AYEEE! AYEE(:
so to end it off.



PENANG! HERE I COME! <3

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 3:36 AM

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

GAHH
blogger is being sucha ass!
it cleared my whole photos previously!
here it is again! URGH!
AHH! THERE ARE SO MANY MORE.
and im lazy to post more.
so heres these first
for more, just contact me lurh.
thanks.
VAL, YOU OWE ME LAST NIGHT'S PIC(:
i love you still though.
but i want them!
oh have you seen gays? I HAVE.

THERE YOU GO. thats all.
thank you for viewing photos(:
GAYNESS FREAKOS(:
bye<3

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:03 PM

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AND DID I TELL YOU
CABLE CARS ARE FASCINATING?!?
OMG, ITS SO FRIGGIN COOLIO
AND ME AND SHU MADE A DEAL!
NEXT TIME, WE'RE GONNA TAKE IT.
OKAY? OKAY!(: HURHUR.
I LOVE IT.


AND ONE THING,
IM NOT A KIDDO!
IM OLDER THAN YOU TWO DOOD.
STUPID BUTTBUG AND SHU! GAHH.
SUCKS SUCKS):
IM BEING BULLIED. BUT ITS OKAY
IM FORGIVING. I FORGIVE YOU.


DONT MIND THE CAPS.
ITS JUST COOLIO.
OH AND I LOVE HIGH-SEAT TOO.
I WANNA TAKE IT THE NEXT TIME
I DONT CARE

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:59 AM

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TODAY WAS FUN!
AND I GOT REALLY BURNT
AS IN REALLY.
SO SHUT UP IF YOU ARE GONNA SEE ME TOMORO. CAUSE YOU KNOW IT WONT BE GOOD.
GRINS.
AND WELL, SENTOSA IS FUN
ESPECIALLY WITH ME. YAY!
AND SHUSH BUTTBUG,
I KNOW IM FUNNY!
I DIDNT KNOW YOU CAN GO GAY TOO.
WITH GERALD.
loook at this convo(:



yin-rong _____~> my demons have a date with me says:
ahah okay! ur friggin farney laaa





hahaha! i get the point now(:
im funny! ZOMG. haha(:
WELL, I'LL UPDATE MORE ON SENTOSA
TOMORO PERHAPS.
IM REALLY DRAINED
FROM ALL THOSE SWIMMING
CLIMBING OF STAIRS AND YEAH
TIRING YOU KNOW.
VAL ME AND ALISHIA
ARE THE BANGLAHHS OKAY(:
SO FUNNY. YOU WOULDNT GET IT.
I LOVE THEM TA BITSO.
OMGZ, WE SO GOTTA HANG OUT MORE.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE SHOPPING WITH YOU
YAY!(: MWAHMWAH PPL.


SO, ANYWAY, IM SORRY GERALD
I DIDNT LIKE TALK MUCH TODAY
TO LIJUN AND YOUR COUZ.
I JUST FEEL WEIRD.
BUT I WOULD TRY NEXT TIME
WHEN I GO TO CELL
SMILES.
(:
I STILL LOVE GREEN.
THATS WHY I LOVE LIJUN'S BAG.
ZOMG, ITS HOW NICE LURH
GAHHH, IM LAZY TO UPDATE
THE PICS.
THOUGH I GOT THEM ALREADY
SO TOMORO? YAY.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.


AND DID I TELL YOU I WENT EMMA'S HOUSE IN THE MORNING.OOHHH I HAD A CATCH UP TALK WITH SHARON. ONLY FOR A WHILE. SAW SQUEK OKAYY!(: OMG, I MISS HER SO MUCH CAN. I HAVENT SEEN HER IN LIKE FOREVER. GAHH. I MISS EVERYONE AND I LOVE EVERYONE. MWAH,MWAH(: THANKS EVERYONE.


EVERYONE =
SHUEN DEAR, JOANNE, DOREEN, EMMA, SHARON, STEPHPOOP, GERALD SWEETIE, BUTTBUG, KELLY THE COW, VAL, ALISHIA, LIJUN AND GERALD'S COUSIN

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:19 AM

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