not that type of gurl.

Monday, June 27, 2005

fine fine fine.. i didnt blog for a long long time.. sue me?!? haha(x learn that from thomas.. yes.. and anyways, its just crap lah.. school started like a flash.. and many thingss change ever since last yr?? yeah.. cant take it lah.. oh wells.. made loads of new frens... samantha, candice and the list goes on.. haha(: real glad that they are my friends.. had loads of fun and laughter with them on saturday.. yeah.. water guns being sprayed and pictures DEFINITELY being taken.. love them loads.. but ssadly, din take loads of pictures with samantha! sad.. see her next time then take more with her.. its FUN!(: im not camera shy like SOMEBODY! haha(x
kelly is elected as the secretary for the worship com.. a really good one indeed.. haha(x great for her.. darn! i havent done like my history homeworkk.. so dead.. today maths class was awesome! did like standard form.. darn easy!(: im lovin`it.. haha(: i think i shouldnt be so mean to SOMEONE alreadys.. he is gonna kill me soon!(: OH OH OH!! and bethie MIGHT be giving me a BAG.. haha(x real glad she would.. YAYS.. HIP HIP HOORAYS~ i love my bethie..
erm.. and like if sa, you are reading this, let me ask you something.. have you gone BOY CRAZY? not an offense or anything, but seriously.. just asking lah.. heard alot of stuff.. man.. i dun think u are THAT innocent sasa that i used to know and crack jokes with.. the times have gone.. sa, i wish we still can be great frens alrights.. just dun change anymores.. and please, CAN YOU STOP like.. i dunno.. haix.. whatever lah.. u might be thinking im stupid.. yes.. im talking nonsense.. but thats the fact.. nothing but the truth.. whatever... byebye
xoxo.. angie

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 5:08 PM

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

im gliding on fallen angels
going faraway from this land
never know
when will i see you again

your lovely smile
your lovely face
just simply brightens up my day

seeing my departure;
did u feel a thing?
emotional feelings running through your heart?
or even;
crying or sobbing over my departure

the moment you turned away
i knew all those above were not true
i know not what happened
to the feelings deep down...
inside the both of us

i know i know
you might be thinking
im foolish
im stupid
im just naive and incapable
but im gonna prove to you;
im not who you think i am

IM STRONG;
IM CAPABLE;
IM INDEPENDENT.

i'll see you next summer perhaps,
and for now,
I will not think about the four letters
L O V E . . .

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:05 AM

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

if i was dreaming

i would be riding along the streets

of some exotic place on a scooter

i would be tasting all the spicy and strange foods,

in a spicy and strange land

i would be running in the vineyards

in a long swirly skirt and flowers in my hair

i would be swimming in crystal clear water

on a moonlit beach

i would be swaying to marimba rhythms

i would be dancing to the strains of violins

i would be sitting on faraway rooftops drinking bitter wine

in the sunset with you.

if i was dreaming

i would be so free.

and even as i dream,

i long for you.

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:06 PM

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Monday, June 20, 2005

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I cant sleep
Im barely hanging on

(Chorus)
Here I am Once again
Im torn into pieces
Cant deny it
Cant pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears I cry
Behind these Hazel eyes

I told you Everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all thats left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I cant breathe
No I cant sleep
Im barley hangin on

(Chorus)
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, i blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I dont cry
On the outside anymore

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 10:53 AM

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dreads... today woke up at 9? totally was so tired out by yesterday's midnight movie.. clueless again.. haha(: its a rather interesting show. so yeah.. nice alrights.. yup! anyways, went running with my dad.. suppose to roller blade but stupid roller blade had to spoil.. it just had too.. miserable me.. sighs.. anyways, run run run was all i could do all morning.. really wass terrible... conssidering that the weather was so hot and that the place that i was running is like up a hill? the feeling was terrible.. i feel like im floating when im running.. haha(: anyways, it was a great thing to run in the morning lah.. get the tan that i always want.. you know you know? haha(: really wanna go bike riding at east coast now.. real bored.. dreading to go malaysia.. haha! might be going anyways.. yup(: i feeel so smelly and stinky now now.. yuckyuck! haha..(: i havent bathe yet considering the fact that i actually ran 4 rounds?? itss big roundss alrights.. and i took like 13 minutes plus? 2.4 hur? haha(: i think more than that.. wells, this proves that im still as fit as a fiddle.. not FAT! haha(: but the truth is, im FAT! humph.. this is saddening my entire social life.. no HAWT and CUTE guys would like me.. haha.. a FAT.. nonetheless, SHORT gurl like me.. however.. its alrights.. i LOVE myself.. haha.. and i will just keep crushing on one ultimate hot chick.. who can that mesmerize this dear gurl like me here, so innocent? haha(: i dunno? shall find out yourself i gueess.. TATA!

shall post again later alrights!(:

totallyinlovewithyou.trulymadlydeeply.

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 10:46 AM

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

the feeling is tormenting me

the pressure so grreat

totally in doubt whether the feeling is true;

when you turn to look at me

those eyes

they are telling me something

i dream not what to know whats the meaning of it all

but the curiosity is killing me

i wish you could just

embrace me;

smile at me with those dimples by the side

and love me all you could

but is that possible

with all the peer pressure overwhelming you;

family members asking too much from you

i wish i could help

but i know not what to do

know not what to think

sometimes;

i feel like a total failure

i wish i could stop hurting you

BUT

i just cant bear to let go off you

the feeling of you

just keeps me warm.so warm

just say im selfish

say im ill bred

i do not care what people think anymore

cause all i know

is that every decision i make

inclusive of this one

affects my whole life and it might,

just might

affect you too.

roses are red

violets are blue

those tears in my eyes are just so true;

the hurt and stab u cause

just keeps causing me to tear

it seems like a waterfall

is gushing out

through my eyes

was it raining;

coldness

was just dawning upon me

i seek shelter, i seek warmth

and most importantly

i seek your LOVE

remember

i just seek your love

nothing more to that do i hope to grow deeper into

just you alone

brightens up my life

my mind

my EVERYTHING

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 10:54 PM

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

back to post again! oh man! just came back from the airport! got a brain freeze.. super dee duper ppainful! OUCH! anyways, forget about it.. cant be bothered.. haha! yup! hmm.. anyways, before leaving the condo and all.. we saw our neighbour with the baby boy! aww.. how cute is that?!? so ADORABLE! i just love the baby! its so cute!!! teehee(: im in love! (: so now my bf is that 5 month year old boy! how cool is that hur? haha.. anyways, i hugg him and all.. awww.. but YUCK, he started drooling on me the next minute! DARN! retarded! haha! but then, i think the baby really like me! in fact, LOVE! haha.. when the mummy wanted to take him away from me, he started wailing! aww.. my heart was stabbed by a knife to see him go! humph.. haha.. okie.. im going craazy! eyeing for a guy who is like so young.. not even 1 yr old! haha.. darn! haha(: hmm.. oh wells, anyways, on the way to the airport.. the whole journey was so chilling and quiet! guess why? cause there were no HaWT guys keeping me HAWT.. haha.. DARN! haha(: oh wells, but i was glad to reach the airport.. saw some ang mos who are real cute! so cool! oh wells, my mind just runs along with me.. okie wait! i cant be unfaithful to ronald ronald! AHHHHH! im so sorry! PLEASE! just FORGIVE me.. ha(; anyways, im like super jealous of this gurl.. she has succh nice complexion and like she is so WOW.. GORGEOUS i might say! so pretty! and her dressing is like so PRETTY!! YIKES! im lesbian! haha(: KIDDIN man! wad the hell.. i dunno what i would do if im really les.. haha..(: anyways, yeah.. after picking up my dad and all, went to mac to eat! YUMYUM! by that time, i was ssuper hungry! cant wait for the nuggets! YUM! its so tempting even as i type now.. haha(: anyways, yeah.. it was a great meal with hawt guys sitting around me! but! i cant stare at them! my dad will KILL! haha(: anyways, yeah ... took a cab back home! i was SO close to taking a MEZ cab.. but darn! missed a second.. the person in front of me got it.. how unfortunate i must say! haha(: anyways, i had a great time together chit chattin and al... not back to my real world.. STUDYING.. thats what i live for dont i? haha. see you guys later.. tata!(: oh yes! RACHEL IS GOIN OUT WITHH US TOMORO!! MY HONAYE! whee!(: i love her laods!(: MWAH*

*_you took me by accident

*_you took me by surprise

*_when i didnt know u existed

*_you gave a kiss

*_and from then on

*_i remembered your smile your face

*_so beautiful

*_the moment i will never forget;

*_the first time i feel in lurfe with you

i love you my little boy~

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:58 PM

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back from all those slacking business and im so sorry for not updating hur? haha.. oh wells. stuff dun normally happen nownow.. kinda boring these few days.. how depressing hur? nothing interesting.. what has my life got into?!? gawd.. anyways, tomoro going out! FINALLY! leave the darn house and definitely take a break from TV and computer.. man.. i think im like addicted to the computer and al.. oh my gawd.. GRACE HAS A NEW blog.. which is pretty nice i must say.. yupyup(: gonna catch up with her soon.. wow.. seems like a long time ive actually went out on a real date with her.. hawhaw.. date? hahaha.. kiddin manZ.. whahaha.. oh wells.. tomoro is gonna be a big dayday.. haha... oh and did i tell ya that zhong han finally got his birthday prezzie from joanne.. after wrapping the prezzie with loads of newspaper to make it look SO big and Fat and cuddly.. we finally passed it to him.. WOW.. how lucky can a guy be man.. able to get a present from a beautiful gurl like jo! whahha.. i really like the present man... how biased.. humph.. i dun like jo anymores.. PFFT! whahaha(: anyways, im talking to me bro's friend now.. damn funny! i think we are irritating him loads.. but its cute! aww.. poor little primary 3 kid! haha.. hmm.. i love him! he loves me! aww.. what a pair! hahaha! yeah.. im a phidophile.. yeah yeah. whatever u spell it! who caares lah.. speeling blah blah blah! I NEEDA GET A BAGGG!! oh my gawd.. AN ESPRIT bag to be exact.. haha! yup! see you guys now.. shall end here.. tata!
LOVE! Muuacks* smmoch* wadever!(:
<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:35 PM

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Lonely I'm so lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl
whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin,
so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
I Really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl I

'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva
met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
where you would get up
and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint noone in the globe
id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone,
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely

yeah.. this is Mr LONELY.. sadly not miss lonely hur? hahax.. anyways, shall end here tonight.. gottta go pick my dad tomoro! bye dearies.. love you guys loads..
and jo:
i hope u will REALLY come alrights? yup! will be so happy if u come! LOVE YOU
<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 11:32 PM

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Monday, June 13, 2005

hahaha! erms... lets see.. to kill a mockingbird was nice.. pretty touching! I LOVE IT!(:
SOBS* anyways, just wrote something on a piece of paper when actually im suppose to be doing lit! hahah! oh wells.. LISTEN!(:

She know it's hard to forget

the memories she had

that hold her down deep

for three years indeed

Her heart is in pain

shall she not be in vain

A song to him, her dearest

She composed with all her heart

from that very first day

did she expect to end this way

thought he could be the best

the one that ain't put to rest

She feel lost and rotten

so shattered and broken

the pieces that are missing

can it still be sewn together

she have fallen apart

just waiting patiently for the one last hug

oh and my oh so angel jo! i LOVE you! hahaha! takkair and MAYBE IF i go to australia, i will get u something nice from there.. like cow dunk? hahah.. KIDDING! LOVE YOU! smmoch!*

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 3:29 PM

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

wells back blogging! (: oh oh oh! today woke up so early.. i hate it! urgh` woke up at like 6? got dragged out of bed and forced to go to the airport with parents and my sleepy piggy brother.. haha.. hurriedly went to wash up and quickly got outta the house... sighh.. the taxis just wont stop! they dun like me!! humph... they seem to treat me like so farting bomb!!! keep running away from me OR its been taken alreadys.. sigh! retarded.. very stupidly, we went to cross the bridge to the other side of the place and like you know TRY to hail a cabb.. draggy time seems super long. hahaha.. yeah.. DUH its draggy!!!(: anyways, im trying to be lame.. yup! went airport after waiting for half an hour odd.. yup! went mac to eat soon after my dad checked in! wheee!~ super nice! i was so hungry alrights! yeah.. anyways, very soon.. my dad had to go to the check point alreadys! we bid farewelll nd say our last goodbye!

BON VOYAGE my DADDY!!(:

yup! after that went grandma's house to slack! slack slack slack!!! AHHH! terrible! anyways, yeah.. had fun! then went home in a public bus!! sighh... almost fell asleeep!!!! hahaha! yup! reached home immediately!!(: so nice.. played com and like SLACK as usual! then afterthat, got invited by my aunt to go west coast to eat mac for dinner.. nice nice nice! hahaha.. really enjoyed my time with my family over there.. directed her to go!! waahhaha.. i feel like i have a license to be a DRIVER!! wheee!~ so high and excited! whahaha! yup! then went to play at the playground.. whee!~ sat on this sit thing and swing!! wow. so fun! really! its terribly relaxing! the wind swept across my face! the feeling so great! a power overwhelming my whelm of emotions! hahaha!(x really felt real relaxed.. how i wish i could stay that WAY! it would be great! wont it? yup! anyways, shall end here nows. buh byesss...

takkair my dearies!(:

<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 10:06 PM

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you are just like an emotion
changes everytime
always together with the mode of the day
i dunno when you are really ur true self
it hurts when u break my heart
again and again..

i had enough of this bitterness.
although the happy memories were super
SWEET and i love it alot
BUT...
whenever u just hurt me suddenly
it just hurts
it is like a knife piercing through my heart
its terribly painful
i hate that feeling! just STOP it alrights...

you dun know the feeling of being sad!
i know i can control
my body
my eyes
my brains
my hands
BUT I JUST CONTROL MY EMOTIONS!
im sorry
but its the end
im SORRY!

our story just ends here...

GOODBYE

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:37 PM

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

i dun like that shuddup person on my blog.. he/she is trying her/his best just to make me piss or something.. sighh! im depressed enough alrights! okie.. so what if i have a fake personality.. is it your problem! i dun think so... man.. why not take a look at urself before saying others.. how crude can people be.. okie fine i cant deny that i am so FAKE but if im like that, can u just tell me properly.. and not in that manner.. i will change! i can garantee you.. i hate it when i make enemies.. and i dun like the feeling of being hurt.. i hate it! just get rid of it! EMOTIONS EMOTIONS EMOTIONS!!! i wanna MIGRATE... urgh` i HATE my LIFE!!! i hate YOU!~

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 5:36 PM

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hey guys! im sorry i havent been blogging for a while! so yeah.. thousand apologies.. thanks for the comforting and the encouraging.. im not gonna get myself involved in relationship as long as im studying! yupx.. cause i know im gonna get hurt alots..(: thanks for all ur love and care!(: oh and yeah.. havent been blogging cause of the homework and all... sigh.. urgh` so irritating.. theres like so much homework and learning to catch up and get good results that i rarely go out.. actually not even go out, im just stuck at home.. yeah.. only occassionaly im allowed to go joanne's house.. haha.. cause my mummy LOVES her! haha!(: anyways, things are stabilise rather and im quite happy that its this way..no chatting no nothing.. the thing between us are just quiet and both of us understand so its kinda like its over! yup(: i love you as a fren now.. hope we really can be good frens! really really good frens.. yeah! love you! erms, yeah.. today im gonna start doing maths and all.. yeah! wish me good luck! hahaZ.. nothing serious actually but just brain cracking! heh heh!(: cya peeps! love you truck loads.. mwahs*
<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 11:51 AM

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Friday, June 10, 2005

*+things are really getting out of hand
*+i dunno what to think
*+i dunno what to do
*+sometimes i just wish that if ive never met HIM
*+just HIM
*+things wouldnt get out of hand now
*+im HURT
*+im CRUSHED
*+i know not what to do
*+TEACH ME LORD
*+tell me what to do

sometimes i feeel so hurt by the guy i really like.. i have no idea why im not saying this out to anyone. things just get really out of hand that even my heart tells me not to bother myself with all this.. im so hurt that im crushed emotionally wise. yes yes. im jovial to all of you but whats deep down inside me is different. it hURTs! no one can actually understand the pain in me. sleeping hours seem so long. waking up is just a normal routine. everytime i get up, i rush to the phone but betray myself with a feeling called sorrows cause i know that u will never sms me. Things just doesnt seem right. utterly confused! its nonsensical! urgh!` one way is solve all this is turn to LORD. LORD tell me your plans and yes i will obey no matter how HURTFUL it might be. i willing to stride over it and im pretty sure i would be whats ME again. happy and cheerful, oh not forgetting innocent! haha! but i must say i thank my good frens for being there and telling me what not to do! although we are separated from each other, as long as our hearts are knitted together, we are always united and the friendship would definitely be STRONG and EVERLASTING!
yes my dearies.. i love you! MWAHS*
<33

i dont deny what things i dont do!*

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:00 AM

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

hahahha! hey guys! sorrie for not blogging for a freaking long long time! yeah.. haha.. cant be bothered too and im so darn lazy lah.. oh wells, yesterday was just alrights.. went jo's house and all. its really funny! im not gonna tell u guys wad happened! heh heh!(: hmm.. anyways, todays gonna be boring.. i think i will be alone at home manZ.. my bro and mom is gonna be on their way to my bro's piano lesson! GRRR! i dun have manz.. haha! quite lucky though.. im lovin' it! haha.. oh yes.. after ryan comes back from somewhere in states, we are going to go out!!! WHEEE!~ and of course with the usual pals... jojo.. eileen?? and alls.. kellY!!!! man! i've not seen her for a pretty long long long time! missed her alrights.HA! and anyways, zhong han is like coming back to day and like yeah.. hahaha.. HALLELUJAH~ hahaha.. praise the LORD.. im suppose to go to LONDON tomoro but yeah.. its cancelled! SIGH.. wanted to travel to LONDON and we can stopover at PARIS.. how cool is that hur? haha.. wells, i think i might go Australia, brisbane next week.. not sure! HMMM. oh wells! eileen kwok said she was gonna be a model! whoohoo! haha.. i wanna be one too!(: ahaha.. nah! take up too much time though. i need time to study! yaya.. im a NERD! hahaha.. RIGHTS! im trying to be guai! HA! erm.. anyways, just one quote for the day!
"treasure the time you have now or else u will regret when its time to come!"

hahah! takkair my dearies! LOVE YA!!!(:
<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 1:18 PM

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Friday, June 03, 2005

hey! haha.. just got back home from jo's house.. actually not really lah! quite long alreadys.. oh wells.. but anyways, INUYASHA was great today! wow.. real sad! now KAGOME cant go back to the other world together with shipo and mikuro.. sighh.. stupid inuyasha.. how could he do this to her?!? nyways, that stupid inuyasa's older bro luckily din kill him k? its so so so erm.. PHEW?!? haha! ?YAY! haha. but he dug a hole in inuyasha's body! that was the sick and disgusting part.. sigh.. stupid show! u can actually get addicted to it! urgh! and anyways, i think i should stop watching all these shows and concentrate on my studies rite? sigh.. okie lah.. i made a decision.. im QUITING ANIME! yeah. not much of a big deal anyways.. yup! hmm.. okie what did i do today? ahha.. went jo's house to PLAY! haha.. wells, pretty fun lah! especially the part when we rode the bike to zhong han's house.. okie thats the later part..anyways, i saw a FREAKING bunch of bees in jo's neighbour's hse k? its so freaky! the bees were swarming round the tree! WOW.. you should have seen the bees hovering round the tree.. its SCARY! ken and wilston was scared too.. haha. so they came to jo's house to sit around with us.. yeah!(: ken was such a nerd man.. haha.. he was reading a stupid newspaper.. YIKES! ahaha(: hmm. anyways, wilston still same! plain old childish! and real NOISY! haha.. hmm.. OH DID I TELL YA THAT THE JUST BORN HAMSTERS HAVE GROWN HAIR?? haha.. real adorable, cute and FURRY i must say! haha.. so CUTE! feel lyk touching them now. how i wish i could own them. but nah! my mum doesnt allow! sigh! anyways, i dun think im responsible enough to take care of the hamster anyways.. yeah.. hmm.. yup! after all that commotion and all.. it was bike ridinG! hahaha!(: back to the MAIN TOPIC! went bike riding all the way to SaM's house and Zhong Han's house.. din visit sam.. but visited ZHong HAn! haha.. lyk DUH? sure wan lah! yeah.. haha.. he really changed alot! ahhaa.. no more mostache? and no more erm??!?? i dunno.. real cute and pretty now! haha. he is a PRETTY boy! ahhaa.. hmm. yup! forgot to bring his dvds and presents so actually he intended to go back in to his house but NAH! haha.. HE was foolish enough to remind about the two rounds that he owes me! ahah.. not my problem k? its his! =P haha. so yeah RAN in the PARK lah.. haha.. but the most embarrassing thing is that i fell down with the bike ON me when i was reaching the stairs! URGH! how irritating.. my face was lyk total REDNESS andd i was still laughing to just cover up the REDNESS! urgh.. jo still can laugh hardly! thats the most embarrassing thing i have ever done k? humphh.. anyways, ya zhong han ran as he promised! yup! he's a man of honour! haha.. but not exactly ran walked one whole round lah! ha! i had to run and walk with him k? humph! stupid guy! said i promised him so yah FINE! i ran! haha.. quite run lah.. with jo by my side pacing me and telling me RUN RUN RUN! hahaha.. so funny! oh wells.. thanks to zhong han, i beat! haha.. i think i should sleep now.. real tired.. tomoro gotta go piano at like wad? 3.30? sighh..
kk.. takkair guys... byes!! LOVE YA!(:

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heyya guys! haha!(: today is gonna be great! going to jo's house later to like take my present and play!!! wheee!~ my dad actually allowed me!(: haha! oh oh oh! hmmm.. wads there to talk about today? hmm.. just ate porridge!! YUMYUM! my favourite! oh did i tell ya how HAWT JON JOHNSON is?!? haha.. he is so HAWT! his tan! TALL! and lyk WOW! so cool! hmm.. im totally obsessed with him u can say! haha.. oh oh oh! tomorrow im suppose to go out with the MCI church peeps but sadly i cant! haha.. i got a piano concert to go for.. some stuff lah! geroplaxz.. yeah! dun think u guys will understand i guess.. haha. anyways, my piano teacher thinks that i like her student! the one from HWA CHONG! and he is like wad? sec 1? haha.. PUH LEASE! no way manz.. and anyways, he aint good looking! YUCKS! haha.. his personality is OKAY! YUP! hmm.. i rather go for erm.. NERDS than to go for him.. haha.. oh wait! he is a NERD! sigh.. stupid retardd.. my teacher still want to match make us k? then i told her if u ever ever do that, im gonna quit piano! haha.. this proves how much i hate him.. haha! =) then that FINALLY made my teacher shut her mouth up! yeah.. hmm.. in the morning, makkie called me up and WOKE me man! humphh.. but thank goodness for her call, otherwise u might still see me in bed snoring! haha. like amanda lim.. she sleeps alot! just lyk me!(: hmm.. yup! the PIGGIES unite! hahaa... anyways, on the phone with makkie, i realised that things seem so clear to us yet invisible towards truth! real complicating the whole situation.. wells, its undescribable and self contridicting! haha! yeah! and in any case, i wouldnt wanna know! yup!
yesterday at changi airport, i met jia ying! yeah.. haha.. din wanna say hi to her so yeah! forget about it! heh heh!(: hmm.. on the trip to changi airport was real hilarious.. its about a message and a person.. shant mention anything.. later that person come and KILL me! haha.. but the trip was a memorable one indeed!(: heh! i soundd like im writing a compo! hmm.. maybe maybe not! haha.. okie lah! i shall end here nownow! yup! BYES! takkair guys!(:
love you guys loads!
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Thursday, June 02, 2005

STUPID!! INUYASHA must endd so early! humphh.. real piss alreadys.. i really wanna know wads next.. renting from raina the WHOLE story series! haha! its gonna be GREAT! gonna watch it day and night! haha! hmm.. lets see.. my other blog is COOL! and AWESOME! hahaa.. hmm.. yeah! thats about it!(: not gonna tel u guys wad i put in there till u CHECK IT OUT!(: love ya!
<33

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sighh.. i screwed up my other blog! cant be bothered about it! SIGH! i cant remember the password and the username! how irritating.. sigh! cant be bothered.. gotta go now! BYES!
<33

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hahaha! guess wad?!? i got a new blog! check it out! haha! i was bored lah! hahaa.. http://dancing-life.blogspot.com yupyup! its real nice k? haha.. not REALLY that nice lah but i love my both blogs! hehheh! so i wont delete any! but most probably i'll just put a password to one! yup!(: takkair guys! love ya!(:

<33

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The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open; you're closed
Where I follow; you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet; you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

=] yeah.. thats the song i LOVE on kat's blog! anyone care to tell me whats this song's title and sung by WHOM? haha! i will LOVE that person LOADS! ahahahaha thanks babe!(:

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hahaha! hey! (: yesterday was boring lah! haha.. went for piano and all! yeah.. anyways, i shant go further into details cause im just lazy to type! yes dearies, have fun in UK! you lucky gurls! ahahaha(: hmm.. im just stuck at home now! sigh.. cant go out.. mum doesnt allow! sigh.. oh and my dad is lyk coming home lyk today??? hahaha.. he is going to nag at me AGAIN! JO IS COMING BACK TODAY! and she got presents for ME! haha.. oh yeah.. yesterday was showing inuyasha! wow... was interesting.. the way miroku could actually FLIRT with so many gurls.. but i must say his hands sucked in too much evil at one go! and did u see how KaGoMe purified the freaking evilicious jewel into somehow looking nice jewel? her hands are like WOW! i love KAGOME! and not forgetting INUYASHA! haha.. listening to kat's blog song now.. real nice.. but guess wad! i dunno who sang it andd wads the title of the song. i think it is a damn popular song lah.. how can i not know.. wells, guess im just ME! haha.. slow and old fashion? haha.. hmm.. oh yeah.. there are 10 things i wanna say to many ppl... these are that
1) i miss you
2) just get lost and out of my sight
3) i love you, when will you realise
4) stop hurting me! u bret!!!
5) come back soon!
6) i dun lyk NIC anymores. i have someone else! HAHA!
7) HANDS OFF MY MAID YOU BITCH! HA!
8) why the sudden change of attitude to me
9) its not you! u've changed completely in my eyes
10) SHOUT OUT FOR HOLIDAYS! HAHA!

yeah.. these are the real 10 things at the bottom of my heart.. there are more but i just cant remember! heh! *smirks* anyways, i guess i better eat my breadd with ham sandwich! dun want it to turn COLD! YUIKES! BYES! love you guys truck loadds!

MWAHS*
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