not that type of gurl.

Friday, September 30, 2005

4 MORE DAYS TO EOYS!!!
STUDY HARD GUYS!!! AHHHHH!

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

hahaha.. okie.. back to post the photos we took during the wedding.. it looks quite cool.. haha.. really formal stuff but created a whole scene out of EVERYTHINg.. opps.. haha(:

thats me and brian.. haha..(: isnt he cute??? i love him loads(:

thats me and pammie.being receptionist is COOL(:

this is the picture we drew.. isnt it nice?? haha(:

ah wells.. we had really great fun lah.. i must say we all enjoyed the wedding though the food was kinda ERRR.. sharks fin was NICENICENICE(: hee..

me.pammie and my auntie.. they are so pretty!(: and gosh! i love my auntie.. so PRETTY!! AHHHH!(:

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:36 PM

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now in skl's comp lab.. going to stupid physics remedial later.. its kinda cool lah.. did soooo badly for maths alrights.. poof.. okie for geog lah.. depressing to get that chinese marks.. totally absurd ! cloze passage was a horrible sight.. i never wanna see that paper again! urgh! anyways, the wedding on sunday was COOL! haha.. played lots of games with my couzin! and i kinda like said yum seng the loudest ! oh yes, i can speak talk and laugh loud!(: haha(: dun u think im such a talkative gurl.. heehee..(: sigh.. melissa lim is SO MEAN(: she doesnt wanna tell us her blog.. oh yes.. just discovered that peiyi is depressed over some stuffies.. but hey, whatever it is, CHEER UP! its part of god's plan and i think there must be better things ahead of u yah? use me as a punching bag, a target person whatsoever.. i DONT CARE.. just live life happily and though theres ups and downs.. try to see the downs as part and parcel of life and learn from everything.. there you go.. just cheer up alrights(: hmm.. in the com lab with val, huimin and melissa.. haha(: so cold.. poof.. oh yes.. manda got like so good for history?! shes like one smart kid.. urgh.. ah wells.. i bullied huishan today.. haha.. smacked her butt.. isnt it kickin'! haha.. kinda cools..(: hee.. oh wells.. time to get ready to go for physics((: see ya(:

BYE LOVELY

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 1:59 PM

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

IM GOING FOR A WEDDING!
OHLALALALA!~
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JO.JO

OH AND THANKS SHARON
FOR BEING THERE
AND MAKING ME REALISE
THAT HOW IMPORTANT FRIENDS ARE

THANKS SO MUCH(x
I LOVE YOU SHARON!
KELLY, THANKS FOR FIGHTING FOR MY RIGHTS(:

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:15 PM

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MY FONE IS SPOILT!!! urgh! HELP! i wanna CRY!:(

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:28 AM

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

todays just gonna be plain boring

MUGMUGMUG(:
thats all for today i guess.. sigh

and i guess being nice
isnt the way to get things going right
you gotta find a solution to it

so lets all

BE THE MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING
<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 2:32 PM

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Friday, September 23, 2005

i guess to you im a slut.. a typical bimbo? a freakin bitch even though i din do anything wrong to you.. im sick and tired of all this crap man.. why cant u understand me f***ing well.. i think if i change.. u could have explain slowly and tell me so i'll try to change ddude.. but no! u had to pressurize me so much that i BROKE DOWN.. yes I BROKE DOWN.. sooner than it seems like turns around i mean.. hey, i was standing in the dark and i still believe but NO MORE! i cant take it no more MAN.. though that happy front i have in me, its not my true SELF.. i hate this momment.. i hate everything.. i hate you especially bad.. it was really just a birthday call. although u hate me, but stop it lah man.. i treat u as a fren.. SO...

anyways, got back two papers at one go today man.. really scared me half dead.. haha(: okie.. i wanna announce my marks.. im kinda proud of myself for this achievement.. hee(:
physics: 19/25!!! (what a surprising improvement???)
history:16/20(sigh)

i reallly wanted my history to score at least a 17 or a 18.. urgh.. im deprived from getting one or two marks.. can believe it man.. sighhhh.. oh and guess what.. doreen has become so amazingly smart.. she is getting As for every single test.. like WHAT THE!! haha.. but thats good lah gurl.. keep up the good work.. STUDYSTUDYSTUDY(: anyways, mrs poh was kinda freaky today.. huge mood swings.. cause those ppl who failed had to see mr lim outside class rights.. yeah.. mrs poh overheard that the failures had to copy the questions 6 times and all.. so she was quite angry alreadys.. plus, when they came in, they did not greet her and made a hell load of noise.. WOW! that infuriated her so much that she started opening her eyes so wide that it seems like its gonna pop out. its freaky.. but i think i should not disbehave anymore.. or else.. oppsie:( haha.. i feel freaking lousy lah.. everyone is studying and im here still playing.. haix.. i gotta start working soon.. hee(: but thats if i can(: oh theres a few pictures i took with val.. see if i can find it.. HMMMM

thats me and val(: say cheese(: nice big eyes val(:

we were watching the teacher's day concert
val and angela

labrador park
val.angela.huimin

hello sunshine(:

LOVE<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:55 PM

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

i guess its all come to an end lah.. hopes miserys just ended with a sad or happy ending.. u decide.. though im not surprised it would most probably be a sad ending to others, i mean what can i do about it? both of us have changed..with different opinions about one another and its not like we can communicate like how we used to.. its just so awkward.. asking me to make a decision right on the spot about whether being with him again or like forget about being friends is so so so hard.. i mean, i really promise myself not to get one alreadys.. cant he understand me.. i guess we really are drifting apart from one another.. i cant deny the fact lah.. its just THERE.. hmmm.. this wweek's chapel service was talking about vulgarities and how we use it not knowing how much harm we have actually done to ourselves.. saying it continously will then be addictive so i TRY to refrain myself from saying it though i know when i get pissed, things go haywire(: haha(: yupyup.. i wanna thank these few ppl who brighten up my life
1) jo.jo
2)amanda lim
3)ruthie
4)cher jiejie
5)stepho
6)cassie
7)tracy
8)jessica
9)god
10)parents

yeah.. i love them alot lah.. oh and i cook for home econs today k! PRACTICAL! haha(: din burnt anything.. nor fry anything which went chao4 da1! haha(: lucky lucky.. but overall it was nice and i LOVE IT(: making some stuff on msn now.. so cute(: anyways, RUTH IS SUPER SLOW AND BLUR today.. haha(: damn cute lah.. super pissed off today at com lab after skl.. shant elaborate further.. about a certain PERSON.. ah wells.. hit the road lah girl. see ya

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 5:11 PM

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

oh im sucha bad bad PIG!!!! [ sharon was here x) ] haha.. okie.. that REALLY was sharon man.. i mean why would i call myself a PIG??? haha(: HMM.. in art lesson now.. its damn boring but of course it would be fun to me cause im like CORRUPTED so im like playing online.. HEE(: its so fun k?? and i tell you!! SHARON LOVES LOVES LOVES TENNIS!!!(: whahaha(: HMMM.. im thinking about what topic i should use for my art exam.. and peiyi wants to be mean to me.. haha(: couldnt read his last sms cause i reached school alreadys.. yup! hahaha(: hmmm... rather troubled lately with me flunking my tests which i totally have high expectations on.. let me elaborate further into studies.. i feel like a TOTAL nerd now..

chinese book reading test: 36/50
geography:14/15
maths assignments: ALL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO!!

i feel stressed up completely!! oh oh oh! sharon is ALWAYS HUNGRY OKAY!!
sharon: IM HUNGRY *rubs stomach*
angela: YOU ARE ALWAYS HUNGRY
sharon: I WANNA EAT!!!! hahaha
dun u think she is sucha PIG(: hahaha

sharon: NO!!!!!! I'M NOT A PIG!!!!! YOU ARE X)
angela: okie okie.. you are not a pig! u are a baboon!(:
sharon: I R BABOON :p LOL....
angela: now now, dun cheat urself.. dont deny!(: WE ALL KNOW(:

hahaha.. this doesnt seem like a post but i mean.. i love this conversation.. its rather relaxing.. as for now, i should stop blogging and SCOOT!(: heee(:
i love SHARON
i love JOJO AND MANDA
and i love EVERYONE who LOVES ME(:

too bad wayne.. NO HEART HEART FOR YOU(:

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:29 AM

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

im really sick and tired of things recently to start off with.. sometimes im just a fool just leaving stains in everyone's heart but yet, have i considered how much stain i have collected in mine? i never take a step back and look but now i do.. i really cannot take the pain no longer.. i need a shoulder i need to cry.. please someone.. help me.. i never knew how much that person meant to me but i cant take it.. jo, manda where are u? why?! i cant understand every thing that is going on! help.. please.. advice.. useless or not, i plead, just tell me(: flag day was hot and sweaty and disgusting.. water water, drained all out of me.. exhaustion just simply can take over sadness.. i feel like dying.. the tears shed can fit a whole bucket full.. but i wonder, is it worth it? i dunno..

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:19 PM

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

urgh.. tried to upload some pretty pics that i made using photoshop but it JUST WONT LOAD!!! BUHUHUHU! so sad k? ah anyways, today i slept in english class k??? so bored.. hahaha..(: got noticed by miss chau and of course got kinda a "scolding" lah.. know i made her depress and all but hey im sorry.. was really drained from all those pressure im recieving.. SIGHSIGHSIGH.. all the high hopes from peers and family members.. i mean.. im gonna tarnish their hopes lah.. and i dun wanna.. humph.. anyways, now suppose to work on the animania and start creating animations.. but im really lazy too.. haha(:

GEOGRAPHY TEST WAS EASY(:
CHINESE READING TEST WAS HARD:(

yeah.. thats about it.. i think im gonna do badly.. sad sad sad:( ah wells, HMM.. heard that some person sitting beside me tried to copy my chinese paper.. from SHARON haha.. but aiya.. she always copy me.. not such of a big deal anyways! oh and just a while ago, was crapping around with miss tok! so funny.. she kept on saying that i TALK TOO MUCH! then i said, HEY! you you TOKTOK.. dun bully me cause i TOK too much k! haha.. BE THE GURL, DO THE RIGHT THING!ahahaha(: i know its damn lame man.. but funny(: hmm.. i shall try to upload some pictures now.. for the mean time.. im damn COLD!(: haha(: i had cookie for lunch! YUMMY!(:
ALLESEON is a GIRL's name hui min! WHAHAHA(:

dun you love the mostache family!(:

dun u think this monkey is so cute??i DREW it..RIGHTS(:

oh and that smile just brightens me up(:

THAT is my baby(:

and my words are more than these thousand petals

i will walk with you till the ends of the earth

okie. okie. enough of all these pictures.. hahaha.. i say ur gonna be my gurl!(x ladeedum! see ya.. gotta scoot.. haha(: see you peeps.. LOVE

and u know thats the truth of it all<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 3:12 PM

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

yup.... im like BLOGGING(: ahha..super bored.. needa study geog soon when i geet like HOME?? haha..ah wells..(: hmm.. super bored lah.. HELP! at mg skl library.. after a round of GUESS WHAT?!? ghost story told byy stepho.. ahha(: i mean it is like damn scary lah.. but i seriously cant believe our mg library is like haunted?? a dead construstion worker lives here.. the soul stilll lingering on.. FREAKY aint it?? haha..(: went to ask that librarian but sheesh.. she denied lah.. and she said:" AH CHOY AH! (touch wood) no such thing... YOU GURLS AH! think too much!" whahaha.. AH CHOY AH! hmm. what a good "phrase" to educate mg gurls HUR?? haha(: ah wells.. you know what.. im bored.. mg library has no NICE books.. and its FREAKING cold.. not so cold anymores.. they OFF the air con.. whaha.(: bah.. help me manx.. im so bored..(: heehee(: naninanibooboo.. felt like saying that.. hmm.. went for leadership training camp the briefing.. gosh.. was quite interesting to know that we were selected by cca teachers and form.. HMM.. hah(: just WAVED by to mrs maggie yeo.. ahh! she is so cute(: best geography teacher ive ever ever KNOWN!((: stepho is beside me((: haha..(: she says HEY(: hmm.. nothing else to update leh.. oh went to mrs ong's math lesson for fun.. wah lao... 2S damn noisy! haha(: glad that 2T aint like that or else, i would have flunk my maths long long long AGO!(: whahahaha(: ah wells, shall end here now.. TATA!ttfn!(:

<33truly>

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:02 PM

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

yupyup! got home and here i m bloggin.. suppose to be snoring away like SOMEONE but cant get some sleep! BAH!(: help me.. anyways, today was pretty fun! finished my maths homework at least! thats good!(: i love the 7pm show.. my favourite actress in it(: that helped me make a decision and told me im reallly being loved by alot of ppl.. yup! AWW.. ahha(:

always i'll be there<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 11:31 PM

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

saw it and thought it was a nice poem!(:

For all those days past,O,
how I wished that feeling last.
But then, we knew love was blind,
And yet, we let the blind lead the blind.

But now, i geuss it is just too late,
For now, we stand at hells gate,
If you enter or leave,
I will surely grieve.

From dust to bones,
and from bones to dust,
This is the way we come and go,
Love or lust, winds and gusts.
This is the way our hearts beat and winds blow.

For all the days gone by,
For all the times we cried,
Now we have to say good-bye,
with all the pain and hurt,
that the devil has applied...

dun ya love GREEN too?

i'll be there for you!(:
<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:53 PM

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hahaha.. okie.. havent posted for quite a while so im back.. really tired.. yesterday watched a scary film tilll quite late ya? haha..(: gotta start studying alreadys.. im just so lazy.. bah! oh and HMM.. yesterday went out with keith and gang and not forgetting my beloved stepho!(: yeah.. was quite boring though.. went lan to play dota, warcraft.. dun get the game.. i mean DO YOU GUYS GET IT? haha.. its just so sadistic! killing everyone in the way.. oh and i say andrew, cher's gor or di? haha.. dunno lah.. but he is BALD okie.. not BALD but quite BALD.. all ruggers are almost BALD? haha.. yeah.. and there was a peice of bad news yesterday.. shant say it ya? anyways, today im gonna STUDY man! study till the sky can drop! whahah(: kelly is out with friends.. HUMPH! im so bored.. i miss poop! anyways, i needa go find something to eat.. im starving.. i love the chicken rice with the soup and the sushi? yesterday can! so nice.. stepho darling, i know you love it too? haha! oh and dun ya wish your gf was hawt like ME~ ahhaa.. and stepho is SEXaYE!(: ladeedum.. she wearss nice heels.. LOVE them.. ah wells, shall end here!(: takkair and BYE!<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 11:01 AM

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

guess i MIGHT be going to malaysia today.. suppose to study during the hols but look at me.. haix.. not studying at all.. i really have to now! okieokie.. shall concentrate more on studies rather redundent stuff now.. HMM.. shall go prepare stuff and all..!(x YUPYUP!(: ladeedum! shall pack my bag and all.. see ya guys! LOVE YOU LOADS!(x MWAHS!* oh and keith, i totally know what u mean my mwah and LOVES hur! haha.. you COPYCATTER! stupid poop! oh wells.. see ya! LOVE!<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:34 AM

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

IM GOING TO PLAY LAN!
OHLALALALA!~`
actually learn how to play!(x
GURLS, meet me at BTP!(:

you write such pretty words<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 10:46 AM

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

okie.. so today i went to skl at 1? haha.. met genia on the way and walked to the conference room today.. was a whacko day!(x had maths from 1 to 4.30! haha.. 20 minutes break in between.. time flies so fast.. its like wow.. while we were doing one paper.. its like suddenly 2 hours passed!! like WHOSH! so fast! was quite surprised though! yup(x had eclair for like break time.. brought sasauge sandwich for lunch.. YUMYUM!(x haha.. then after maths supplementry, went to KAP with sharon and amanda lohloh! had chicken mc wings there.. while sharon and amanda had sundae!!!!! yup! had a good chat with them.. really fun lah.. din expect to talk so much with them ! haha.. met sharon's ADMIRER!(x from SJI! eww.. so UGLY! haha.. anyways, walked home with amanda lohloh.. haha! had a fun talk with her too! so FUN!(x anyways, shall end here now.. gotta discuss about tomoro! going to play LAN with jo.jo and some others.. KEITH MIGHT COME!(x hahaha.. YAY! oh wells.. see ya guys! LOVE LOVE LOVE!

p.s. SHARON I LOVE YOU! MUUAcKs* <33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:47 PM

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Monday, September 05, 2005

WHEEE!~ im so tan tan tan! wow.. look at my tan line and take a look at me.. do u see an indian version of me? whahah! i hope you see it! cause i see it too!(x its so so unbelievable! but COOL! dun u think? haha.. i got a sunburn on my FACE! see!!! look at the redness.. anyways, kayaking was TIRING k? woah! i cant believe we actually swam in the 50 m deep river.. its scary! and kelly said she saw a BLACK fish! EWW! imagine that.. YUCKYUCKYUCK! then i was thinking, what if it swims around u.. the thought of it just freak me out.. haha.. okie.. so ive been invited to go to natnat's church on saturday with kelly for some outing? sounds pretty fun and interesting yeah? haha! but oh wells.. gotta check with parents whether i can go.. anyways, KEITH TAN BULLYS SMALL GURLS!! haha.. he bullied me! he has a teddy bear that will punch people.. haha.. anyways, he is complaining to his GF now! aka VICTORIA JONES(x haha.. oh wells! poof! kayaking for the last time is somehow good and bad! good in a way that we wont feel tired but bad cause i wont get to TAN anymores!! HELP! haha!(x yes yes.. hmm.. this is to cover up for my 18 word post?? sigh.. happy WAYNE! poop leh! oh anyways, went to rachel ong's house today.. super fun! haha.. though her dog really gave me a fright there! so big and fluffy! the name is LUCKY? haha.. so cute!(x golden retriever!(: anyways, had a good chat with TY there and i just walked home.. got home, WOW.. SLEPT THROUGHOUT! it was terrible.. everyone called me a pig but u guys cant imagine how tired i was.. haha.. nownow, see the different sight of angela teo next monday!(x humph.. and i guess that person started writing about me again.. as usual.. sigh sigh! oh wells.. cant say anything? can i? sigh.. stepho's coming back to SINGAPORE!(x ohlalalala!~ and manda has a cheena high BF! called chee koh peh!(x funnyfunny!(x

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did

Was it something You said

Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead

Held up up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be You were everything,

everything that I wanted We were meant to be,

supposed to be, but we lost it

And all the memories,

so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they But they don't know me ');
Do they even know you

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

You were all the things I

thought I knew And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all the memories, so close to me,

just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:31 PM

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IM GOING KAYAKING NOW!(x
YAY YAY YAY!
its a time to relieve all troubles!(:
see you guys! TATA!<33

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:22 AM

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Sunday, September 04, 2005

haha.. alrights.. was forced to update by sharon.. and she is gonna write some stuff about me on her blog!! wonder what it is!! i wanna know know know!(x haha.. but she aint telling me untill later.. bah.. meanie!(x haha.. sometimes my life just gets all wrong with statements all around me, about me.. deception,lies have just all poured down on me.. why am i existing in this world? its for a purpose, god says.. but sometimes, the value of me existing in this world just drop so low and to me, theres really no point in staying alife.. aloof thoughts and all.. its all so complicated.. i use to trust that person alot.. but he made me, just so in denial.. many people said he is a flirt.. forget about him.. i just carried on with life.. and ignore those rumours.. but actually can i? thought for a moment at that time, and the answer came.. i have always been in a world of my own.. never thought about others advice.. now it landed all this hurt and im just so crushed.. crushed by a giant it feels.. i no not what to do.. tell me lord.. please.. i beg for advice.. lead me on.. am i still in a world of self denial or just having a misconception of everything that i do!

alrights... enough of all this.. HMMM! micheal still hasnt given me my present! BAD BOY! hahaha.. oh wells.. hmm.. okie.. so on friday, went for social day.. haha.. before that.. we went to west mall to play!(x wanted to watch a movie but in the end, it was too late cause we still had to catch u know.. social day.. and be SOCIAL BUTTERFLIES! rights.. haha.. anyways, ya lah.. so din watch.. went to play arcade.. very fun lah!(x haha.. then ryan and mel din get to go in cause they were in uniform! LALALA(: haha.. played and played.. so fun! until it was time for us to go.. jo bought tiramisu and gave it to miss ng! haha(x anyways, rushed for social day and saw JON WONG.. yuckyuckyuck! say he is hawt.. but nonno.. he isnt! PUKE!(x haha! left social day half way cause it really was way way boring.. yup! went kap and we met THAT PERSON! woah! i was like what are u doing here?!? haha.. i mean he said he couldnt watch movie with us and landed up in KAP! stupid POOP! haha.. anyways, ya lah.. damn ironic.. after discovering that we were there, his friends just kept staring at our table.. uh huh.. we were all so freaked out.. haha.. we talked laughed and did many weird stuff.. the last thing was truth or dare lah.. was really fun! haha.. first everyone said truth.. then jo ended up saying DARE! haha.. now, that was fun.. seeing zhong han hasnt left yet, i went to dare her to say' YO! im JO! and i love you!" *giving him a fly kiss* woah! i was laughing like crazy! ya lah.. but anyways, went back and continued.. now it was MY TURN! damn.. i was dared to blow into his ear! what the HELL! but oh wells.. better than kissing him lah! haha.. later on.. jo dared me to go to a chi high guy and ask for his no. so i did.. the WHOLE table was staring at me lah.. EMBARRASSING! grrr.. anyways, played till 10 plus? all so tired and went home.. yeah.. pretty fun day but truly an embarrassing day for us! hahaha! anyways, it all ended here.. shall stop now.. its sunday! and im gonna be BORED.. haha! ZHONY doesnt wanna give me DIM SUM! he deprived me from it! bahhh!:(

tell me that theres something worth living for

breaking up, its to continue with life

cant stay back and hold on

its fulla misery and hurt

forgetting every single thing

just hanging on to the present

is all i can do

is i hope to do, but can i?

forget the scent and memories?

i hope i can..

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:12 PM

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

hahaha.. shall come back to post.. sigh.. downloaded some russel peters videos.. really funny.. laughing really badly now.. and ZHONY just told me and jo a short convo on russel peters.. ahah! he is damn weird.. then i told him.. aiya! like that not funny.. u must call us and use that accent!(x that will be hilarious!(x oh wells.. yesterday was teacher's day eve and there was a celebration for them.. really sweet.. haha.. had 5-6 bands playing on stage.. haha(x thats really exciting.. they were all really funny cause the songs were all about teachers.. haha.. some were touching and some were comical so its like a mixed of all.. nice nice.. yeah lah! hmm.. now talking to jo, ZHONY and luci.. haha.. c teng invited me to his birthday party.. dunno whether i should go.. yeah.. confused lah! haha.. gotta study!(x yup! oh wells.. gotta start on my maths soon.. help man.. stressed up and all.. my progress report sucks.. cant even get into a freaking JC lah.. talk about going njc.. dream on manx.. sigh! oh wells.. now lets see..
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!(x
oh and saturday, will be going with stepho and sharon to steph's church.. haha.. ladeedum! and tomoro.. there would be SOCIAL DAY!(x hopefully we can all go as a big gang! that would be so FUN!(x haha.. okie.. shall end here now.. see ya guys! TATA!

its the end of it all..

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:52 PM

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i think i finally figured who are the anons.. haha(: didnt take me long alrights(: im GOOD.. haha(: but anyways, thanks jon for installing a password for me, but like what kat said, its easy to hack so ha.. what for rights? but i dun really bother anymore.. i mean.. thats my true self! let them say all those shit about me.. do i give a damn? i dun really care..

these few days just made me think
think what i have done in year 2005
i figured that i have done nothing
nothing that is meaningful..
did i just pass one yr of my lifetime
away with regrets
with hurt and more hurt
didd i just let my parents, teachers
and GOD down..
i think i did.. oh please..
eoys.. give me some encouragement
to do what i love and not fall into
the abyss that we all so hate..
please.. just give me the studious mind.. just for now
to WORK HARD! yeah...

HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:19 AM

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