OMGOMGOMG!!:)
hahahaha..
today was a hell hilarious day
we were practically playing
APRIL FOOL jokes on EVERYONE
WOAH! it was great i tell you.
and baby, you know i love it:)
hahahahaha
and i must get going to emma's house.
soon. soon.soon:)
hahahaha.
anyways, let me rattle first
mrs mag sim was soooo amused by
EVERYTHING WE SAID
which were OF COURSE lies.
hahahabut it was FUNNY rights?
hahaha..GOSH you should see her face
and OMG! LAUSHI's one was hilarious
clapping in class for no
FREAKING REASONS
hahahahaha.. we all went high
red carpet, those claps and ERMs
FUNNY POEMS?
hahahaha
ohmymyymymymmy
you gotta be sorry if you are NOT in my class.
you missed out plentys girl
and a shout out to stacey
YOU CAN ACT SUPER WELL:)
hahahahahhaa
a shout out to jo
y ou so rock my world
with th ose funky stuff you do.
CLAPSCLAPS
and THERE GOES MAG SIM
walking down the carpet
3 cheers for you my
OH SO PRETTY CHEMISTRY TEACHER
i LOVE YOU SO MUCH:)
hahahahhahahahahahaha
I THINK CHEM WAS THE BEST TODAY
and TODAY SEEM TO BE SO SHORT
AWWW:(
i miss
TODAY so much.
i dont want this to end just so soon.
booo.:(
next year would be a
BLAST again.
<33
and you rock.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:54 AM
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today was a BORING day.
and i really really wanna sleep
and i almost burnt down the house:(
i wanted to microwave some nuggets
suddenly HELL KNOWS WHAT
smoke suddenly came out:(
i hate it lahh..
then i cant eat those nuggets:(
oh WELLS.
mrs sim scolded ppl today
she IS MAD I TELL YOU.
scold and scold and scold:(
no stop to her nonsense mans.
poof.
and again, i recieved a call from AHEMS
im so
happy:)
yay yay yay(:
but anyhows, i know you wont be forever here.
boo.
anyways, im so tired these days
and and i just wanna ask someone
why are you called my BEST FRIEND
when you are never there?
i guess these years you just had that title
cause you HAD IT.
you never once where there
when i needed you.
true enough, im selfish
but what about you??
have you ever considered what ive told you about?
you never seem to.
i just just just, am completee
without you.
because of you.
i lost many friends
but am spending time with them.
bye my dear "best friend"
CASSIE, YOU ARE FOREVER LOVELYJOANNE, YOU ARE FOREVER SEXYMANDA, YOU ARE FOREVER PRETTYLYDIA, YOU ARE FOREVER SO CUTEEILEEN, YOU ARE FOREVER SO NAUGHTYDOREEN, YOU ARE FOREVER SO CRAZY!I LOVE YOU ALL UBER LOADSA CAUSE REALLY,
YOU ARE ALL I NEED TO SURVIVE. && CAUSE YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU. AND THE DAYS WITHOUT YOU, I WONDER WHAT IT IS LIKE. BUT NO MATTER WHAT, YOUR LOVE BURNS BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN CAUSE YOUR SMILE TRULY MELTS MY HEART. WHENEVER I SPEAK TO YOU, MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT. YOU GUYS ARE FOREVER THE BEST:)MWAHS MY DEAREST!and you got me lost here.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:13 AM
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IM GOING
TAIWANhahahha:D
yes yes yes
i cant wait REALLY
hmmm.. and im going to bunk with jo.
please let it be.
i love<33 you jo. :D HMMMs. today was boredom.
but pretty okay
i didnt sleep dammit
and i was smart today
i dont know why but yes im
smart:)
note it. SMART.
oh yes and eileen told me stories
ohlalalla
how exciting
but no it wasnt.
hahaha:(
ERMs, i miss jo<33 size="1">
him .
jo you know who im talking about.
<33<33<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 3:18 AM
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a flower quickly fading.dont you stare and act so nice.
you are fake
fake to people around you.
i know not when you are
YOU.it scares me many times,
and i never dare trust you no more.
cassie's house is SO FUN
its a great hang out place.
hahahha:)
cassieAHEMScassieCANdance:)
hahaha.
anyways, ilovecassie'sdog.
PEEPEE:)
hahhaa.. dont know how you spell it.
oh kelly:)
SMILE MORE YES?
cheer up:) ILOVEYOULOADSA!:)
<33
im so glad we cleared that tide.
:)
and now we are
BEST FRIENDSanyhows, im bored.
boo.
i had quiet time and many things
came into my mind
and i just put down everything
really.
i feel no burdens.
no hesitation to do anything further
cause really, somethings doesnt matter so much now.
and i really must thank him.
and you and you and you.
for believing in me and trusting me.
i love you gurl:)
dont get so mad over those two.
its bad and you are committing murder.
please, its not worth it.
going to hell cause of them
be gay:)
cassie can dance
i can hulahoop
lydia can sing!!!!
OMGOMGOMG:)
i love you guys<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:44 AM
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I CANT SLEEP:(
hahahhaa!!!
i just ended my quiet time.
yays.
and i dont want school to start
its sucks
sucksss.. big time baby.
oh mans, you know the sky looks
so close so close.
it feels like you can touch it easily
but when you lift ur hands up,
you realise that its really really far.
you try to jump to reach for it.
but never could grab it.
is that like
you.i cant seem to reach for you.
no matter how far i try,
i never could get you.
i guess you are really far.<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:52 AM
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**Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste)** --
of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
im so sorry to have hurt you
i really didnt know
i was really not sensitive.
i really hope we would be friends
but im so sorry
i never thought this would happened
because we were like brother and sister.
and now, i said something i shouldnt
i regret it.
cause truly, you are special.
im sorry to have hurt you.
im so sorry
im really not prepared for that.
really.
<33>bored.
and you got it' all.hahaha.. thats random.
but hacks.
I FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE(:
i can never seem to forget those times.
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:44 AM
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hahahaha!
im bored again. and im back here
rattling. rattling
i need to go shopping
i need to do my english speech
i need to go out.
i need to sleep
i need to do alot of things.
boo.
anyhows,
today is going to be boring:(
i think i really am drifting away from you
i know not the reason
maybe just maybe it might be
cause im angry with you.
but i dont know.
it doesnt seem so.
butbutbut.
why is there an awkward silence
between us both?
i dont know the reason.
but im dying here
to know the reason
and i just hope
after this day, we would still be
like what we used to
close like glue
and you forever in my heart
cause your presence is really
essential.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:11 PM
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today i went over to eileen's house
to bake brownies and cake
WOW IT WAS GOOD:D
i love it:)
hahahhaha
and i cracked an egg
what an achievement:)
hahahhahahahha
oh wells.
we had worship and yeah
i totally devoted my whole entire
life and feelings unto him
cause he is my desire
my one and only
i love him!!!
i was just blind not to notice him last time
and i had my gift
the gift of tongues:)
later, we had kfc.
and we went to play badminton
man i rock:)
hahahha.
and supper
and home
and i have my homework to do.:(
i
miss youwhen will you come back to me.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:52 AM
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pod pod pod.
i began thinking loadsa things
on the train and i realise
that im really invisible
to many ppl i might be sociable
hyper but yet
is my real self that way?
i dont even know me now
i feel so agitated
not to anyone but to me
however, i hate it when i feel like this
it sucks. really.
it feels like you are falling into
depression
where everyone isnt here
cause they have turned
their back away from you.
i dont know how you guys feel
but im just feeling remorsely dammit
give me some life.anyhows, today was sucky
went all the way for debates
and missed out on mgs.
it sucks, totally.
booo.
and yeah. went to causeway
to shop and EAT.
dammit
i need to train for PFT.
i suck
i know i do.
:(
anyhows, i feel that im different
and somehow, im extra.
between you guys
i dont know
maybe i really have drifted away
with the wind and the waves
cause i know not who am i
and i dont wanna know.
cause it only hurts me
just leave me be.
i hate FANN WONG.
:)
hey shuen, thanks for everything! during the camp, you were there, for the slightest thing you cheered me up. truly, your presence is a pleasure. though some may dislike you, or hate you, but you must know that i love you for who you are cause you are truly my counsellour dear. you know me up down left right cause you are my flirtatious gurl. hahaha:)
i love you kays?<33>SOME DAY(: yup shuen i need you cause im glad you can keep my secrets and share my problems together with me. cause if you didnt, i would have broken down. you were my baby. thanks sweetie!
second, anshing. hahaha.. though i dont have ur pic but still. you are the best. you know when im down and cheered me up. you rock. i have never thought i would EVER CONFIDE IN YOU. but i did and i enjoyed it.you showed me how important my parents are and studies. you showed me some perspective of life and im glad im living the way i am. i do not take things for granted. thank you.<33
third. jo. though you dont tell me most of ur secrets, i thank thee for being there when i truly need you. cause you are the only one that can brighten my day though sometimes, your words are harsh but yet made me think.. thanks gurl. and gurl, you know metal likes you. grins.
i cant wait to bake brownies tomoro. cause i wanna eat them right now. nownownow:) hahaha. and grow real fat. im so sorry lyd and emma for not going cell. i should have went. im sorry lord but thanks for everything you have done in my life. you are my father my lord. i love you loads<33and i WISH TOMORO WOULD BE A BETTER THAN TODAY. I HOPE I CAN HAVE THE CHAT I DID WITH YOU LIKE THE OTHER DAY EILEEN.. THANKS SWEEETIE. WE WILL DO QUIET TIME TOGETHER. I LVOE YOU.<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:31 AM
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oh freakfreakfreak.
i just watched this show and it really angers me so much
i hate hate hate ERM.
that FATHER AND MOTHER
why do some people just
prefer money more than their
own precious daughter
is everyone so materialistic nowadays?
i know not what money is
i just know that
my real fresh and blood
is definitely more important than THAT
asjkdhajkdhasjkdhkjsahdjskahd
akjsdhasjkdhkjasdhkjasdkjasd
wqeiouqwioeuwqioehajksdb
i cant stand it:(
and again,
you let me down.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:02 AM
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
your shadow is quickly fading away,
here today and gone tomoro
the way the waves disappear in the ocean
like the vapour in the wind
still you, hear me when im calling
cause you will catch me
and you told me who i am
i am yoursedited into my own poem
from who am i <33>much:(
hahahha
and he is gonna give me my LETTER
yes yes yes:D
hahaha !
supposedly doing my history project but
yeah
im naughty i agreee
im surfing.
YAYS:)
i kinda miss jo and eileen
and saturday!!!
we are gonna go eileen's house to bake
BROWNIES
yummilicious
i know you love it(:
mwahmwah!
brownies are nice
brownies are funky
the thing that i hate
is that it makes you grow
FAT. gosh. lydia's comp just turned off
its the GHOST! hahaha..
freaky
its on again. haha:) scary
but wells
thats cause she actually hit it many times
FAITH, BOOK HER
she is "destroying" school's comp
ahahhahaha:)
oh wells.
shyte the teacher is coming soon. no wait i dont think so hack. i shall be a good gurl and leave. bye byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye. hahahha(:
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:35 PM
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i had some reflection to do today
i think really
because all of you live
that im here breathing today
you are forever
essential1)
joanne2)steph
3)
gerald4)kelly
5)aidil.
without you
i wouldnt be feeling so hyper
and really, i would be so depressed
over stuff that was lost
and never could be back
and because of you,
im willing to accept the lord into mah life
and actually praise him and
thank him
for raising me
restrictions that i never knew i had
just shine on me
like a candlelight burning
i thank you for being there
cause really, no doubt
you were there for me
and you are my beauty queen
when the world just go against you
i want
YOU to know that
i will still be here
forever and always
i need you.
my wonderwall.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:43 AM
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hahahahha!
today was pretty cool
though there was really nothing interesting
im talking to monkey now on msn
he is crazy
hahahha:D funny too.
oh wellsa
class was stuffy hot and irritating
got me all SLEEPY please.
and yikes, many stuff were piling up
theres LITERATURE TEST tomoro
poo.
went to KAP after school
woah after eating
went to cold storage
met some acs b / i guys there
OH FREAK
they are sooo gay
hahaha some guy has sucha HIGH voice
hahahahah! and went like HUH
in a squeky gurl's voice
me and steph laughed hell loadsa.
and steph told me
she loved to eat prunes
but when she ate them, she will have diarroah
and i said
yeah, all that comes out are shyte
THEN WE STARTED LAUGHING
prunes and POOP! get it?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA:)
okay not funny.
thenthenthen, we ate some shyte
hahahaha
but it taste good
its the best shyte EVER !
yes.
oh wells
i better get going
chatchatchat then study
i wanna be like a NERDD:D
oh welllls
bye<33
cause of you;i never wanted to go blind because i just want to see yourpretty pretty facefor my life to shine like the starand it just fills me up.i love you dear<22
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 1:28 AM
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and guess what!
steph, angie and shuen
form a crew.
its called the S.A.S :D
yeah we rock. i knowi know.
hahahha
and im here to say that
today the rain
stinkshahaha
bye<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 2:53 AM
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my heart beat keeps beating fastereach time you see meit skips a beateverytime you talk to memy heart goes fasterwhen will this ever stop? i wonder.maybe it never willcause i will forever be herecaring for you.in the dark, through thoseblinded eyesmy heart will cry out for youso loud that you couldnt hear the clock tick; because you livei live on with you.im sorry wayne but it will be pink:)
thats the thing
dont want anyone to see it:D
hahahaha..
but OH WELLS
today was the start of a new term
pretty sad though
but HEY, wassup?!?
i saw my friends again
hahaha:D yays.
i love them ta bitso and plenty:)
lovelovelove.
anyhows, kinda forgave and forget.
which is pretty good though
yup>.<
thats me.
yaysee..
alrighty, went to orchard again.
took neos. ate fudge
OMGasjdhajshdjashdasjdkasd
its AWESOME
BUT I GREW UBER FAT I TELL YOU
THOUGH I DONT KNOW YET
BUT I MUST SAY UMMM MMM
THE FUDGE WAS UBERAWSOMELICIOUS
HAHAHA... I LOVE IT
HAHAHAHHA
I SHALL LET THE REST OF THE POST BE
CAPS FOR BLINDED WAYNE TO READ
YAYS.(:
IM NICE.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA HAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
OH WELLSA.
I SLEPT IN CLASS TODAY
IM SO TIRED
AND TOMORO THERE IS
CHINESE TEST
WED = LIT TEST
THURS= A*MATH TEST
NO GOOD. WAYYWAYY NO GOOd:(
BLAHHBEEBOOO
ANYHHOWS.I ROCK
YES I SO DO
HAHAHAHHAHA
AND I HATE SOMEBODY
I CANT LIE
BUT IT AINT
YOU AND YOU AND YOU
JUST him HAHAHA:)
YES him! WOW, I HATECHEW
EMMA, DO THAT THUNG GURL.
NEW CHAIRPERSON EH!! HAHAHAH
I LURBCH YOU LOADSA GURL.
MWAHHHH:)
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 2:39 AM
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wake me up from this
dreary day and upsetting moment
i hate this feeling
for it keeps coming back
why do life have to be somehow
lonely and plain
i hope for excitement
fun, anxiety and coolness
but nothing seems to happen
maybe thats what life is
plain and somehow meaningless
it never hurts to go back to the past
maybe it might be more exciting
cause truely you were there
every single breath
you make me smile
i miss those days where
you and i chat
if only
if only...
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:54 AM
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FIRST AND FOREMOST
JOANNE LIM JIA YUEN IS BACK!oh shyte i miss her cans:D
anyhows,
just came back from hospital
went to visit my grandma
yesyes
hope she gets better:)
god bless her yeah?
pray for her guys(:
school is starting tomoro
it sucks
totally.
i miss those late sleeps
and gosh those phonecalls
and i just hope i will not
skip a day without those calls
cause u know i need you
for my days to be sunshineyy:D
i love you.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:05 AM
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sighh.. im back from camp
kinda truely miss it though
all the nights
chitter chatter and those movie
and mans GOSSIP
the S.A.S...
gossip till the peepee hour
man that was GREAT
but nevertheless, all good things must come to an end.
so yup.
hammmmm
first day was just plain
really totally cold i mean
i thought my group totally sucks
like THERES SO MANY GUYS and 3 gurls
WOW thats nice
and i THOUGHT those gurls are boring please
and the guys. one word
dao.
haha. smiles
and nevertheless, we mixed and all
hi s and bye s!:D
then we played games
hahaha
man those games were CRAZY
hahahah.. burnt my arse like shyte
please. ahahaha
then worship
quite crazy lah but COOL
after that was dinner but me steph and shu
ran off for piano
blast.
back at the campus soon enough
for some WATER BOMBS
woah its THE BOMBS BABY
hit throw PREPARE
hahaha
FUNFUNFUN
took a shower and gossip.
nights.
second day
we woke up feeling just alright
morning exercise and yeah
breakfast. pandan cakes.
then worship.
then pretty soon was the GAME
hahahaha..
funnn..
ran around botanical gardens
and grew quite close to MONKEY.
hahaha
he is crazy can
but a TOTAL COWARD
grins.
and the "amazing race"
made us ROLL DOWN SOME SLOPE
oh freak i tell you
i was so freggin itchy later
itchitchcithc:(
anyways we got second!:D
and went bacck to bathe
then DINNER.
then group session
and soon
movie
oh lalalala. it was good
whoever that soccer player in goal
was. HE IS HAWT
oh freak. he is MY GUY!
love him ta bitso. mwah!
anyhows, he rocks
sleepy:) went to sleep
nights.
third day
it was okay
sadd.. had to leave camp
breakfast
and quiet time
prayed with each other and yeah
worship
and byebyes
hahaha
theres actually more elaboration to that
but HELLO
im tired.
it 11.02 pm now
and im TIRED
hahahaha:D
to certain someone:
i really dont want you to know that im talking about you but i just wanna express myself out. i wish to tell you how i feel about you, but i cant. cause really i treasure our friendship like i treasure my parents. sometimes, things just dont go our way so really. if you know its you, please think about it ya? many a times, i wonder whether you go to church for guys or really for the lord. camps are just another inclusive part. is it for the lord? i just wanna ask you that. frankly speaking, i though throughout this whole camp, maybe, whatever ive been thinking is wrong. but prove to me please. i discussed with many ppl before actually think that my views about you is really like that. the others agreed with me. i dunno about you. what i really think of you now might hurt you but i just want to tell you. to avoid creating more havocs between us and hindrance. i think that really, you are just a flirt, despo and to a certain extent "act to be someone you are not". i really dont know who are you. you are not THE GURL i know since dunno when. im sure its possible to change but i know its hard.however you must be thinking, all these while i have been complaining about you, but actually i know im not good too.. im not that GREAT FRIEND you guys have but ive been trying. have you? i really wonder. and also, i know and ADMIT that last time, i lied, i stole and definitely i backstabbed. but does that matter now?? if it is to you, then i know not what to do cause i have confessed those sins to the lord and all i know now is that
no guys are worth those time and sucking up. cause if he is meant for you, he will come cause GOD will place him there.. if he aint the right one, just come on. BE YOURSELF. BE ORIGINAL. dont be fake and so untrue. i hate it. i hate being with someone whose fake. i know maybe you might hate me or be angry with me but comeon, to keep the friendship going, i am prepared to face the consquences and really, i want to be still the bestest of friends with you. i'll check my personality out and you, just do some searchingg and yes... who knows you might just be a better person and definitely more LIKABLE among ur peers. i love you just the way you are and if you think that you LIKE YOURSELF LIKE THAT, i will TRY TO LIKE YOU but i doubt i can do it. however i know i will. i dont know you. but whatever.
flirting really doesnt help!
AT ALL:(
im tired. byee:(
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:51 AM
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
SIGH SIGH SIGH
my sore throat is getting worse
i think its cause of stupid
jinno and gerald and lyn may and ian
oh gosh those 3!
made me scream yell and cry out!
horrible children mans.
hahaha:)
but yesterday was REALLY UBER FUN
all of us went to play basketball
and like yeah
WENT TO EAT PRATA:D
oh mans
my craving for that FINALLY got over
and the prata was real good
we ate and ate.
till we were oh so full
gosh can!
and there you can see jinno eating so many! man, no wonder i call him a pig:)
hahha..
i ate two egg prata and 1/4 of a cheese
man i think i grew FAT
but hacks.
WALKED ALL THE WAY TO jin's house
haha
fooled around and slept:)
gosh.
i was so tired please.
but after everything, we went to junction 8
a pity ian couldnt go.
hahahaha
he had A* MATH TUITION:(:(:(:(
but nevertheless,
we had the equal amount of fun we wanted
jinno fooled with the uncle
ACTUALLY, flirted
and started talking about the 70s and
those retro dancing that they do
mans, it was hilarious, no doubt about it
after that we quickly met up with
gerald andd steph at macs
gerald was angry with me again
cause we were late
and i made him wait in the morning too.
sighh..
but in the end, he forgot all about it
thats plain him lah:)
i love him the way he is:D
anyhuss, we watched big momma!
oh FREAK IT WAS HOW CRAZY
i laughed and laughed
ESPECIALLY THE PART WHERE
she wore her SWIMMING TRUNKS
oh doood you gotta see that mans:)
hahahhaa
alrights
went for dinner and rushed home
mans, my parents were building a rage:(
FORGET ABOUT IT
theres an Amath quiz online
and i havent done it yet
buhoohooo:'(
HACK
a personal not to SOMEBODY
just go freaking ahem kill yourself can!
you are so ANNOYING
to think that we TRUSTED you as a friendd
and here you are
backstabbing us?
PLEASE
get lost
i never wanna see you again
one more time you go flirting and
saying bad things about us
you will
GET IT! and i mean it!!you sure do know my temper really well so stop your nonsense i tell you. sure enough, i did think you were nice and to some extent bitchy but now i think you are a hypocrite a liar and a fcuking bitch... oh and one more thing, dont keep telling lies to escape from this fight we are having cause it aint getting you no where. and i tell you, just get lost please.im sorry gerald
i used vulgarities
but this gurl really make me mad
my blood is so boiling
hahahahhaa:)
bloopbloopbloop
toodles
IM GOING FOR CAMP FOR 3 WHOLE DAYSlove you<33ps.i still think you are gonna miss me gerald:D
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:12 PM
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YAYS!
im going outta today
with my buds!
YOYO WASSUP?!?
hahahaha
I THINK IM LATE
ah hack! im always LATE
let them WAIT(:
wow.
that rhymes
TOTALLY
shyte
im high!:)
<33
no mich, its not what u make me high
hahaha(:
i love you honey loads
whipped together with marvellous chocs
OHHH FATTENING:(
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:25 PM
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hahaha!!! FORGOT TO UPDATE something
YESTERDAY
i went to watch NANNY MCPHEEE
oh freak
its how hillarious can!
i love that show
and you gotta love that baby
its ABSOOLUTELYY cutee(:
hahahaha.. THERE!
its cute isnt it???
not nanny mcphee but the
BABY IN WHITE hahaha. DUH!
im just being lame.. oh and i think
this guy is totally cuteee and really
handsome:) mans, YUMMY!
OH GOSH!! aint he cute?!? i think he is!
mans, TOTALLY HOT(: hahaha
okay i should stop eying on young ones
mans, but HE IS CUTE(: YUMYUM!
and i feel like posting pics so heres some
of the neo prints of took with steph and peepos:)
yeah.. i think i love this picture alotsa(:
hahahhaa..
its crap but yeah
yeah.. kiss me and you
know you want to alrights:)
yeah you know she is ugly
but how awesome can she get?
"when you need me, but dont want me, i will stay!
when you dont need me, but want me, i will leave!"
gosh how horrible but she is an AWESOME NANNY
thats how fairytales go!:)
i also think the father holding the lil gurl
is CUTE(:
mans... im CRAZY(: hahaha
boo.. i think i need more pics
hahahahaha!! nah.. i shall leave its thats about it(:
stay tunes for more updates of photos
for the mean time
TATA:D
and you know i need youbut why did you leave me then?the cut u causereally hurt me so muchthat i thought i could i should end my lifebut then againis whatever im doing worth it all?i know notbut i just wanna shout it alll outthat i love you<33you are truely my wonderwall
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 1:21 AM
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ZHONG HAN IS BACK
ahahha.
actually he was back on sunday.:)
andd wells,
we had an interesting convo. look
piano maybe one day you and me will have, one more shot. says:
and i learnt how to cook better!! yay..
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
WOAH YOU CAN COOK??
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
i cant even cook maggi meee..
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
almost burnt my friend's kitchen down
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
hahahaha
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
i suck as a housewife!
piano maybe one day you and me will have, one more shot. says:
hahaha!! alamak.. maggi mee simplest sia..
piano maybe one day you and me will have, one more shot. says:
honed my cooking skills through cooking for my group.. hahaha..
piano maybe one day you and me will have, one more shot. says:
maggi mee also can burn house down one meh!?
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
HAHAHHAHAHA!!!
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
I DUNNOOO
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
HE CHASED ME OUT OF HIS KITCHEN TO PREVENT ME FROM COOKING
(: ! lets do the boober dance✖ ® says:
ZHONGHAN, i shall HIRE YOU TO BE MY PART TIME MAID(:
piano maybe one day you and me will have, one more shot. says:
hahaha.. my pay comes high!! but of course, working for ma'am is to my greatest pleasure..
piano maybe one day you and me will have, one more shot. says:
hahahaha.. wah seh.. get a guy to cook for you some more sia..
okay, the rest are just
ERMSSS
him going nutso just because its
AT NIGHT(:
but anyhows,
im pretty glad my bestie is back from sabah
now all i have to do
is wait for my
OTHER BESTIE(:
joanne lim jia yuen:D
COME BACK THIS INSTANT(:
ladeeedummm
i miss you loads.
and im sick
i cant go out with manda,
miss chau and others tomoro:(
hahahaha
okay shall stop rambling
bye<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:39 AM
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oh freaks..
i am sick mans...
ive got fluuu
fever and who knows what
maybe i might just diee:(
sigh, this illness
has been giving me foul mode
BUT WHATEVER.
hack,
this might be the first time
i can THROW MY TANTRUM
AH BOO.
i might not go for the camp if this goes on
it sucks
it REALLY SUCKS
oh mans mich and i have this same thinking.
we think that
AHEMSAHEMS
SUCK WAY WAY WAY ALOT
and me and shu en
had a REALLY GOOD CHAT
i realised,
she is really really nice
and i hate myself
for hating her last time
she isnt all THAT BAD, and i mean REALLY.
at least not as bad as
HEEEHEEEE:D
and i called HEEEEHEEE a
HEEEHEEE(: blahblahblah
and i dont make sense.
hahahah
sighhh..
i suddenly miss jo alot
i dunnoo why
maybe because she is the only one
who knows when im sick
and when im upset
and she tries her VERY THE BEST
to cheer me up!
she rocks!
i miss her shyte
loadsaCOME BACK SOON DEAR!jsdhasjdhjaskd
you know you suck really badly
sometimes
i dont know how to handle you
AHHHH
freak
why cant you just LEAVE ME ALONE
in this world????
come on
I FEEL LIKE KICKING YOUR DARN FACe
you know how annoying you are
YOU ARE PLAIN ANNOYING
and i mean it
YOU SUCK REALLY BADLY
BOOOO.
i HATECHEEWWW
i feel like biting you
STOP HARRASSING ME AND MY FRIENDS
GO AWAY FEMALE DOGGIE!
i hope you would stop changingyou like changed a whole360 degrees.i know i still want to be ur best friendbut pleasedont exceed that painful limit.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:14 AM
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hahaha
yes YES yess..
i GOT MY NEW HANDPHONE
and its pretty cool
i likee...
anyhows,
i think that im gonna be
so packed these few days
with tests next week
and EVERYTHING
boo.
anyways, i needa go now
BYE
hahaha..
take care jo in JAPAN
you leave me here to die. boo
bookayasha
and gerald IS NAUGHTAYEEE:D
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 8:38 PM
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and i never thought i could forget about you.
<33
im in the comp lab now.
suppose to do my history project rather,
im like eavesdropping on the 3 crazy toot
RIGHT IN FRONT of me and
2 weirdos cum lydia and sharon next to me
oh what torture
hahahhaha but
im like how random today gerald is going for
CAMPSHARON SAYS HI !!!
<3 SHARON LOVES ANGIELA TTEEOO..
AH TEO IS A WEIRDO :)
OKAY BYE!
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:27 PM
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HERE AT THIS MOMENT 4:27 PM
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everytime i say
i dont love you
i have forgotten about you
but in my heart
it hurts so deeply
not to see that pretty face
not to hear that laughter
and definitely
not to be with you
by your side...
and everytime
i count those stars
i would think about the times
where we sat under the dark
blue skies
and count stars...
it is yet another fun time
where i had with you
simply, you and me
and again,
if you need me
please know that i will
be there for you
cause theres just 5 words meant for you
i'll be there for you...
<33
oh and congrats MGS SIZZLERS
for winning championship:D
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:08 AM
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erms.
i really cant stand some
sec 2s in our school nowadays
i believe sometimes
what others might say of mgs
is just like TRUE?
sighh..
anyhows,
did i tell you how funny
val is????
hahahha! WOW
oh and today is mgs cheerobics com
hope they win yes?
hahahaha
alrighty, i better stop rattling and
get my arse out
to goo for PIANO
boo.
and jo,
dont worry too much about her
im sure she is wise enough to think
about it herself
i love you sweetie(:
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 12:36 AM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
YAYS. i think emath was OKAY
i doubt i can get the full marks.
:(
but MAYBE i just could?
hahaha.
anyhows
i tell you i love steph so uber much
ahhaha
she taught me how to played you and me
and WOW
i mastered it (a little)
not to mention,
my strumming sucks:(
hahahha
anyways,
theres this guy called RAYMOND
UNCLE RAYMOND
hahahhaha
he can play the piano LIKE WOW
super good
JAZZIE:)
hahahha
and i tell you
watch out where you step
under the table
cause u wont know where you step.
really.
hahahha
(inside joke)
oh and pe was okay i guess
and i declare
i cant SHOOT THE BASKETBALL
in for nutso
but i like it still:)
hahaha
and i wanna say something
ilurblurbmynewhaircut
cause i LOOK LIKE A GUY
can you sense the sarcasm??
ahahahahhahaha:):):)
anyhows
i shall go off
BYE
gone tomorothe way you tossed in the ocean
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 2:44 AM
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oh YUCK
my hair sucks really badly
and theres e math test tomoro.
shyte.
I DONT WANNA JUST GET A
PASSING MARK
i wanna FULL MARK:)
blah.
alrights, i just am crazily weird
:):):)
steph is SO POOR THING
hahhaha
now im like the one
that forgets everything.
cause really, last time
those sorrows truely drain all my energy:)
now its alright
im feeling,once again, HYPED UP:D
lovelove.
and thanks for those company
when i was down gurl
you know you couldnt stand my
nonsense.
yet you pulled thru it
claps.
:D:):D:):D
show me what love isand i'll follow you.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 3:53 AM
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sighh..
i just recieved an email from
keziah khoo that she got
posted out of ib
with empty promises
and i know she is freaking upset
cause i know she loves
that school loadsa.
cheer up alrights kay?
you know i will keep praying
till you get ur butt back there:)
hahaha..
and good luck for competition:):)
anyhows,
today was pretty okay
had loads of free period mans..:)
hahahhaa
and i slept alot.
im a pig
oink
i hope everything would be alright
not just for me
but for you too.
i wanna just tell you
you mean loads to me too
both u and her.
i never trust others
but only you and her
made my life go roundd the
HMMM
i donnt know
ANYTHING:)
love you tons woman:)
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:36 AM
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hahahaha.
shyte.
ive got a sunburn on my cheeks
not as bad as jo's
hahaha:)
but anyways,
cycling was fun
with keane and gerald and jo
but keane sucks can
SHOW OFF(:
hahaha..played alot today
i think i did for this weekend
boo.
im naughty
hahahha:)
must be jo's influence
and i still think that METAL
likes her:) grinsgrinsHINTHINT(:
anyways,
i figured out something
its hard to be a true friend
some ppl's expectations are just
too high.
in fact, very high
i will just keep a distance
to be so close to someone
but yet, as a good friend
it should suffice
and its great knowing that jo
after all those ups and downs
we are still so true to each other
no upsets no nothing
we just belong together mentally.
no physical connection needed
but you, my dearest, know what i want
i love you tons:)
you rock my stinky mgs socks
:):):):):):D
hahhaa..
its been great catching up with you.
and time really does fly when
im having fun
:)
its sad u are leaving on friday
but no doubt
i will be here
waiting for ur return
:)
hahhaa.
have fun in JAPAN:(
and leave me here..
to groan.):
but i still love you.
how ironic.
hahah:)
and i decided to leave those
painful memories behind
shout it out to the waters of the earth
and let those winds carry them away
the waters which clense my
deepest hurt and breaking heart
pains and sorrows,
just get taken over my happiness
from now on,
everyday is a new day
cause its in one's mind
and thats that.
tata.<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 5:05 AM
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HMMM:D
today was good
im glad i bought shorts.
oh and steph bought so
many things
so cool:)
HMMMs... took neos
pretty fun lah.
and yeah.. all in all, i had fun
gerald is gay:)
he shall be all our GAY PARTNER
hahaha..
but he brightens up my day
thanks loadsa sweetie(x
and please, all of u
dont get the wrong idea.
tomoro's plan
oh wheee
going east coast with jo
gerald, keane and maybe yewjin:):)
they are all my closest friends
and let this be a reelunion:)
before that, im going to church
gerald's one.
which is = steph:)
hahahaha..
so FUN(:
and hmmmm,
i cant stop being so sad these days
something in me is missing
i know god has left my life
cause really, i dont seem to be
being a TRUE christian.
i suck, i really do.
tell me what to do.. please.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:19 AM
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HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:19 AM
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jsadhjashdasjhd
i think im going out. :)
yays..
&& i cant forget thatbeeyoootiiifulla face:)
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 5:56 PM
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i am yet to do my physics quiz
haha..
i'll do it.
soon.:)
anyhows, gb was alrights
didnt fall asleep
but without kelly, no crap:(
haha.. but whatever.
i think its stupid
to post nude photos of urself
online.
and also
catch nude on camera
its a disgrace to the family
and wont all of u feel embarrassed?
hmm i know i would:)
bye<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 5:16 AM
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haha..
gerald so sweet:)
he send me this(x(x(x
I'll Always Be There
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling SAD,
You can count on me.
I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
give you a hug,
And stand by your side.
I'l l be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever,
be your friend!
awww..
oh but i like the hearts and AWW
signs the most:)
thanks gerald.
oh i know a SECRET
haha
and you dont:):):):)
oh i know im smart
and its about AHEMsAHEMs. secrecy.
sworn to that. YUP:)
oh wells, i did my homework
i finally managed too.:)
bye:)
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 7:19 AM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
oh shyte. im like really tired
haha..
im in the skl's comp lab
once again.
but yeah..
i have to do this like history assignment
about this guy called Woodrow wilson
oh yes its ANNOYING:(
and i actually thought i could have a free period
fat hopes.
boo.
:(
anyhows,
doreen is just next to me
and she is like how stressed up lah..
haha, poor thing
i hope my dad would be able to help me when he gets home
yup(:
i will be waiting
anyhows, do just showed me this web
WHO THE _ _ _ _ cares about history
AHHAHAHA:)
hillarious
but i mean if i dont care,
who else would about my grades?
except me and my parents. haha:)
oh im bored.
everyone is doing their assignments
except me
im badd.. im badd.. im badd:(
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 9:58 PM
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blah.
the comp lab is freaking cold
and WOW
i got 22/28 for the pop quiz for school rules. haha(:
that sucks but ya.
talk about corrupted? haha(:
okay gotta go now. bye:)
the smile that fades away
after a storm:(
<33
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 6:29 PM
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haha..
just talked to pierson.
oh its really been a long time
let me see.. since sec 1? haha:)
he is still as nice as ever.
and i must say, cute!:)
how this convo started?
hmmm.. through asking my birthday.
haha. weird but yeah..
its cool. i know:)
today there was devotions,
miss kon was talking about this ham
and this woman cutting the sides first before
placing it into the oven
hahhaa..
and i was like wondering why
so that gurl asked the mummy.
mum said she doesnt know
she does it cause of her grandmother
and so, the daughter out of curiousity
went to call up the grandma and ask.
the grandmother said that
last time
the oven is like really small
so to fit the ham in
you gotta cut the sides
ahha.. i know its lame.
but its rather funny come to think of it.
and when theres a bigger oven out like nownow,
the grandma is just used to cutting the sides
already, so she just continued
haha
and after generations, this continues
this proves we do sometimes follow what others do
just unknowingly
and after having something and
have the possession of it
you wish u would never let it go.
and u wont change that habit
of having that thing
its just a habit.
and i know its my habit
that i rely on you too much
i cant help it, its true:(
let me be the firstto touch ur heart before anyone could.
HERE AT THIS MOMENT 3:46 AM
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i can never seem to forget those times.
OH GOSH!! aint he cute?!? i think he is!
yeah.. i think i love this picture alotsa(:
yeah.. kiss me and you
yeah you know she is ugly