PERSONAL

2006-06-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

http://www.letmehanghere-.blogspot.com
MY NEW BLOG.

2006-06-21T19:30:00.000-07:00

I HAVE OFFICIALLY MOVED.
CAUSE I HAVE HAD ENOUGH
of this blog
since i cant repair it.
gahhh..):
ask me for the add alrightyyy???(:

2006-06-21T09:59:00.000-07:00

I MADE A NEW BLOG FOR MYSELF
SO YEAH
i will tell yao the linnk
when it is done
RIGHT NOW.
THIS BLOG IS CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION
grins
tata.
and somethings wrong with this.GAHH

2006-06-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

its not that i wanted this to happen
i just hope things would go back to the past
the past where me and you
talked all night about all random things
and i like it that way
its just relaxing and coolio.
but now it all seems different
i seem to have been
casted aside
in your "unwanted" list
and i dislike the way really.
i cant seem to be able to relate to you
and many a times,
i feel that tension
and "nothing to talk about" mood
hate it hate it hate it.
but what can i say?
you've got your friends
and im here hanging on to the past
refuse to move on
cause i believe that
all things are gonna be fine;
just wait and seee...
but ive been proven wrong really....
im just so upset with you
kiss you goodbye;

2006-06-21T06:31:00.001-07:00

its not that i wanted this to happen
i just hope things would go back to the past
the past where me and you
talked all night
about all random things
and i like it that way
its just relaxing and coolio.
but now
it all seems different
i seem to have been in your
"unwanted" list
and i dislike the way it is really.
i cant seem to be able to relate to you
and many a times,
i feel that tension and "nothing to talk about" mood
hate it hate it hate it.
but what can i say?
you've got your friends and im here
hanging on to the past
refuse to move on
cause i believe that
all things are gonna be fine;
just wait and seee...
but ive been proven wrong
really.... im just so upset with you
kiss you goodbye;

2006-06-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

its not that i wanted this to happen
i just hope things would go back to the past
the past where me and you
talked all night
about all random things
and i like it that way
its just relaxing and coolio.
but now
it all seems different
i seem to have been in your
"unwanted" list
and i dislike the way it is really.
i cant seem to be able to relate to you
and many a times,
i feel that tension and "nothing to talk about" mood
hate it hate it hate it.
but what can i say?
you've got your friends and im here
hanging on to the past
refuse to move on
cause i believe that
all things are gonna be fine;
just wait and seee...
but ive been proven wrong
really.... im just so upset with you
kiss you goodbye;

2006-06-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

HI IM JON
AND IM BLOGGING FOR ANGELA TEO.
SHE IS CURRENTLY PLAYING NEOPETS
AND REALLY CANT BE BOTHERED ABOUT ME
THATS WHY I HATE HER.
SHE SUCK MY COCK
OH IM SORRY. IM GROSS.
BUT I DUNCH CARE. COZ THIS IS ME.
HMPH. I HATE YOU ANGELA TEO!
YOU BETTER REPLY MY INSTANT MSG
IF NOT, I WILL SLAP YOU.
SMILES*
AND SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM PENANG
AND I THINK SHE GREW DAMN FAT
LIKE 60kg 70kg! !
ZOMG, OBESE. LOL
HAVE FUN PLAYING NEOPETS!
AND DID I MENTION

ANGELA TEO IS A BIG FAT PIG
SHE SLEEPS TILL 12!ZOMG.
I REALLY WONDER HOW HER BF IS GONNA
TAHAN HER. MAYBE SHE WONT HAVE.
SMIRKS.
COZ SHE IS STINKY AND SMELLY AND DIRTY
YIPPY.((:

YOURS TRULY,
JONNNN TAIT. LOL.

I STILL DONT KNOW WAT TAIT MEANS.
BUT I THINK IT SHOULD BE SOMETHING COOL
CAUSE IT SUITS MY NAME. LOL.
BYE.

2006-06-20T20:23:00.000-07:00

IM BORED.
and i dont wanna blog
bye.):

2006-06-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

your eye is on the sparrow
and your hand comforts me
fromt he ends of the earth
to the depths of my heart

let your mercy andd strength be seen
you call me to your purpose
as angels understand
for your glory may you draw all men
as your love and grace demands

And i will run to you
to your words
of truth
not by might not by power
but by the spirit of god
yes, i will run the race.

i will run the race
till i see your face
oh let me live in the glory of your grace.
<3

2006-06-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

SO UBER COOL!
i know(: and i like it(:
<3

2006-06-20T07:26:00.000-07:00

AND IM MISSING ALL OF YOU.
AS IN REALLY): im so sad.
gahh..
i hope we hang out soon okay.
yeah yeah
FAITH: thanks for everything.
SHARON: dearrie, you know me alrights.
CANDY: SLEEPING BUDDY<3 CUTE.
YAMCAKEZ: GOSSIPS, SLEEPING BUDDY<3
JOANNE: OMGZ, FUNKAYEEE.
ESTHER: WOW.
SANDY: AUNTIE SANDY! SECRETS<3
TRINA: FUNNY PAL!
LISA: HURHUR. THANKS FOR THE
MAKE-UP(: its beautiful(:

yurp
i totally miss them
and steph is in camp
together with gerald
ahh, i miss those two):
gahh! I AM LIKE LIFELESS
but thankfully,
ive got jo and others still
I WANT TO WATCH JUST MY LUCK
OMGOMGOMG.
I WANT TO WATCH IT.
PUNANI!!!!(:
hurhur! OH WELLS.
I HOPE YOU HAD A FUN TIME TODAY DEAR.
I HAD A FUN TIME
TATA<3

2006-06-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

the beautiful game-whr legends are born says:
wat yinrong makan tait?

‡ give me the cure to love truly, a cool full stop . says:
hahahaha
my friend eat shyte

the beautiful game-whr legends are born says:
yinrong no such word

‡ give me the cure to love truly, a cool full stop . says:
hahaha
YINRONG IS MY FRIEND(:

PENANG

2006-06-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

IM MISSIN' PENANG!):
ya know, the food
and the friends
and the school
and the late night chats
and the gossips
and the OMG KNOWS WHUT?!?
im missing candy,YAM(:, jo, cavina,
satay,THE SISTERS,HEAD PREFECT and
the whole lot of others
OMG they are just so coolio.
and then the photos.
ive got some but well,
not exactly the WHOLE thing
cause miss joanne lim hasnt sent it to me
):
but hey, it doesnt hurt to have all these first.
grins.

yurhh! and thats mrs yap.

doing all that thing.

whutever.

hurhur(:

THE STUDENT LEADER'S SUPERMAN SHIRT.

so anyway, WE WERE ON OUR WAY TO THE QUERY(: yeahhh(: LOVELY.

GRAD NIGHT PHOTOS(:

alrights.
i think thats all.
for now.
cause i only got photos from YAMM(:
i love her ta bitso.
and i love THAT CHAT.
yao know THAT CHAT. grins.
THAT CHAT THAT CHAT THAT CHAT(:
and you know whut
MALAYSIA HAS THIS AGE THINGOO.
where you can drive when your 17!
ogomgomgZ.
i like okayy(:
and i got driven around by 2 sistas.
17 and 18.
GAHHH UNFAIRNESS.
i wannt to drive.
its totally funnnn(:

anyway, i bought plenty of things.
and it was great.
going around shopping with 3 sleeping buds
HURHUR(:
AND I LEARNT MALAY OKAY(: im so cool.
hurhur.
OMGOMGOMGZ, i ate the best prata there okay.
and some curry thingoss(:
SSSSS YOU KNOW LE HOT.
omg, im in love with prata.
PRATA PRATA PRATA
i like it.
yay(: and i gained 1 kg during these 3 days
how nice right?! GAHHH.
but its alrights
FATNESS GETS YOU CUTENESS?
hahaha omg, that doesnt make sense
but whutever.

AND TEEWHY just told me a joke today
TANGTEEWHY! hurhur.. TANGTAIZHONG(:
omgomgomg. so funny right? I KNOW
and teewhy officially became
MY BESTEST BEST BEST FRIEND.
hurhur.
so funny.
okay anyway.
i shall say more about all these
and rattle about penang again
another time
cause my brother
wants to use the friggin comp
yay(:

where is your boy tonight?

2006-06-18T09:39:00.000-07:00

IM FINALLY BACK FROM PENANG
its all so changed.
and weird.
like my convo with candy
we were like talking about
BUILDINGS
SIGNS
TREES
SIDE ROADS
and blah blah blah
oh wells, i was tired.
so i slept in her car
oh it felt good
and candy made me feel so cool
hahaha(: she is so funny(:
i love her!(:
UMMM, IM TIRED
i shall update about the trip.
YOU KNOW WHUT!
i totally hate anons.
they think that they are just so
PRETTY, HOT OR HANDSOME
yuck oh PLEASE!
and its not like I SAID I WAS PRETTY.
hurhur..
whut losers.
BYE<3

oh yeahh I SAY
SAY MY NAME BABY!SAY MAH NAME!
and very well,
i learn my malay pretty darn well.
yay(:

2006-06-15T14:34:00.000-07:00

IM GOING PENANG NOW
i'll miss warm luke water
and singapore friends
YINRONG, YOU BETTER TEACH ME MORE
BANGLAH STUFF! (:
HAVE FUN HERE AND DONT MISS
ME TOO MUCH PEOPLE !
tata!<3

2006-06-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

i was randomly looking at the
past yr's pictures
and i came across these.
i was that weird.
hurhur.
i miss you mel(:

i know i look weird
but whutever okay!
that was how young
like a few yrs back?
secondary one
hahaha..
not too long but WHUTEVER
its till young.
hahaha..
compared to the change me now.
gahhh):
and i there really wasnt sucha things as
silicon boobs last time
if not, i would have had it.
grins.
thats hot
OMGZ, LE HOT(:
i think i used to look like china gurls.
ahahha(: i miss those days
kelly, you know whut i mean.(:
smiles.
sorry im making up for the 3 days
im missing out. grins.
yeah, thats quite recent
seconday two.
i still look like that
i think
just a little darker here and there
A LITTLE.
note the LITTLE
hahaha.. banglahh(:
val and alishia! I MISS YOU(:
and im gonna miss singapore.
SHUEN I MISS YOU TOO.
AHHH, WHAT I PREDICTED CAME TRUE
DEARIE, WE NEED TO TALK.
yay!(: I LOVE YOU!(:
AND I TELL YOU, THINGS ARE HAPPENING
BETWEEN THEM BOTH.
I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU
hahaha(: I LOVE YOU PUNANI(:
mwahhh!(:
MISS YOU ! COME BACK BEFORE I DO.
OKAY??!??!?!??!?!?!
i'll get tons of thingos for you
heh heh!(:

sparkling tears that dried up
solidify and hardened into
hot molten larva..
baby, im getting harsh and hot.

LET ME TELL YOU.
being spastic is coolio

2006-06-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

okay, im getting bored.
so thats why im doing all these.
hope you like it my dears<3

KHAKIS UNITE!(:

2006-06-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

a picture that speak
a thousand million words.
to kelly dear:
I LOVE YOU<3

and i'll be missin' you
when im off in penang. mwah

2006-06-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

jon just reminded me of some stuff and really, i just felt so unhappy. deep down inside, i know im not satisfied with many things. im just so pissed off alone like that. sometimes i truly understand how faking a smile is like cause it totally sucks. smiles? why cant i smile like i mean it? am i just faking that all along? i feel so tortured deep inside. i feel like im stranging my own soul. i ask myself sometimes, do i really feel glad about whut im serving? Do i count as a christian? Do i even play a part in his life... i seriously wonder and then again, why do i feel so empty? so out of reached. maybe cause i spent too much time, trying to be someone im not, trying to change. its tiresome.. and im sick of it. i just want to stay myself. i want to.. i really want to. but how? how can i bring myself back? back to reality. i just want a shoulder now.. i just want a leaning tower. shelter me from sun and rain, just keep me glad. i just want to cry.. i want to.. i really want.. i no longer can hold back those precious drops of tears. i have had enough of it. really...

2006-06-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

oh im just so tired
of looking at those precious eyes;
that undying love
which i know cannot be reached
i want to want to
spend these moments alone.
alone and awaiting for a magic
an unexpected downfall...
oh baby, i want thatt.

so anyway, im flying off tomoro):
im gonna leave my ping here
to rot and die. hurhur.
oh woww(: but its alright
i can spend my time crapping
with dear jo and sharon(:
love them ta bitso.
tell you whut!
i'll get gifts back okayy?
so watch out for them.
only those i miss will get them.
grins.((:
soooo...
I WANNA CATCH THAT MOVIE
OH THAT MOVIE
WHATS THAT AGAIN?
JUST MY LUCK!
oh dont you just love it.
i know i do.
oh hothothot (:

oh im tired
dance and sang and dance and sang today
im eating kinder surprise
JEALOUS GERALD? hurhur.
pinky kelly loves me hell lot
she posted 3 pics of me on friendster
yay(: I LOVE HER HELL LOT TOO.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR.
THOUGH THERE ARE TIMES WHEN
WE BOTH GET PISSED OFF WITH EACH OTHER.
but your still the best
cause we can never get mad for too long
hurhur
thanks for supporting me always
and bringing me happiness sweetie(:
also always dealing with my spastic acts
and cool shyte that i have.
i know im cool alrights(:
your stupid funky crazy
and most of all, PATIENT WITH ME.
i just want to tell you that,
though you've got a partner now,
im still your best partner OKAY?!
ALRIGHT(:

im done rattling
and talking to myself.
i just feel upset
cause im leaving singapore
and family
but im sure i would enjoy myself there.
i packed my bag already
yay! i rock. I KNOW(:
and dont miss me singapore ppl.
i know you will but yeah CONTROL
im gonna be back soon(: grins.

on freak can!
i must wake up at 5.
and be at the airport at 6.
oh dear me dear dear dear):
its okay.
i would see my shakebutt pal and cand.
yay!(: baby, i love them.
hurhur.
RETARDS SAY AYEEE! AYEE(:
so to end it off.

PENANG! HERE I COME! <3

2006-06-14T20:03:00.000-07:00

GAHH
blogger is being sucha ass!
it cleared my whole photos previously!
here it is again! URGH!
AHH! THERE ARE SO MANY MORE.
and im lazy to post more.
so heres these first
for more, just contact me lurh.
thanks.
VAL, YOU OWE ME LAST NIGHT'S PIC(:
i love you still though.
but i want them!
oh have you seen gays? I HAVE.

THERE YOU GO. thats all.
thank you for viewing photos(:
GAYNESS FREAKOS(:
bye<3

2006-06-14T08:59:00.000-07:00

AND DID I TELL YOU
CABLE CARS ARE FASCINATING?!?
OMG, ITS SO FRIGGIN COOLIO
AND ME AND SHU MADE A DEAL!
NEXT TIME, WE'RE GONNA TAKE IT.
OKAY? OKAY!(: HURHUR.
I LOVE IT.

AND ONE THING,
IM NOT A KIDDO!
IM OLDER THAN YOU TWO DOOD.
STUPID BUTTBUG AND SHU! GAHH.
SUCKS SUCKS):
IM BEING BULLIED. BUT ITS OKAY
IM FORGIVING. I FORGIVE YOU.

DONT MIND THE CAPS.
ITS JUST COOLIO.
OH AND I LOVE HIGH-SEAT TOO.
I WANNA TAKE IT THE NEXT TIME
I DONT CARE

2006-06-14T08:19:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS FUN!
AND I GOT REALLY BURNT
AS IN REALLY.
SO SHUT UP IF YOU ARE GONNA SEE ME TOMORO. CAUSE YOU KNOW IT WONT BE GOOD.
GRINS.
AND WELL, SENTOSA IS FUN
ESPECIALLY WITH ME. YAY!
AND SHUSH BUTTBUG,
I KNOW IM FUNNY!
I DIDNT KNOW YOU CAN GO GAY TOO.
WITH GERALD.
loook at this convo(:

yin-rong _____~> my demons have a date with me says:
ahah okay! ur friggin farney laaa

hahaha! i get the point now(:
im funny! ZOMG. haha(:
WELL, I'LL UPDATE MORE ON SENTOSA
TOMORO PERHAPS.
IM REALLY DRAINED
FROM ALL THOSE SWIMMING
CLIMBING OF STAIRS AND YEAH
TIRING YOU KNOW.
VAL ME AND ALISHIA
ARE THE BANGLAHHS OKAY(:
SO FUNNY. YOU WOULDNT GET IT.
I LOVE THEM TA BITSO.
OMGZ, WE SO GOTTA HANG OUT MORE.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE SHOPPING WITH YOU
YAY!(: MWAHMWAH PPL.

SO, ANYWAY, IM SORRY GERALD
I DIDNT LIKE TALK MUCH TODAY
TO LIJUN AND YOUR COUZ.
I JUST FEEL WEIRD.
BUT I WOULD TRY NEXT TIME
WHEN I GO TO CELL
SMILES.
(:
I STILL LOVE GREEN.
THATS WHY I LOVE LIJUN'S BAG.
ZOMG, ITS HOW NICE LURH
GAHHH, IM LAZY TO UPDATE
THE PICS.
THOUGH I GOT THEM ALREADY
SO TOMORO? YAY.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

AND DID I TELL YOU I WENT EMMA'S HOUSE IN THE MORNING.OOHHH I HAD A CATCH UP TALK WITH SHARON. ONLY FOR A WHILE. SAW SQUEK OKAYY!(: OMG, I MISS HER SO MUCH CAN. I HAVENT SEEN HER IN LIKE FOREVER. GAHH. I MISS EVERYONE AND I LOVE EVERYONE. MWAH,MWAH(: THANKS EVERYONE.

EVERYONE =
SHUEN DEAR, JOANNE, DOREEN, EMMA, SHARON, STEPHPOOP, GERALD SWEETIE, BUTTBUG, KELLY THE COW, VAL, ALISHIA, LIJUN AND GERALD'S COUSIN

2006-06-13T18:16:00.000-07:00

YAY! WE ARE GONNA GO TANNING!
RIGHT? RIGHT!(:
ohhh, but first im heading to emma's house
then to sentosa!yay! it would be fun
at emma's house! yao know! all those coolios!(:
alrighty.
tata<3

2006-06-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

GAHHHH!
im like a PRISONER-IN-THE-MAKING!
things are just getting real boring
and im only like talking to
2 dead ppl on msn
itchy eka and joanne lim
eka just went for dinner and
jo just wants to me go to sleep):
sighh..
im just bored really bored.
oh wells
meeting was boring as usual
and dancing with candy is so funny
hahaha she makes me wanna lala(:
ryan is off in the movies and im bored
BLEAHH! i hate it.
ohlalala. so tomoro's sentosa and
a morning "outing" with the cheena gang(:
hurhur.
i tink i should watch some CDs.
and go out to knock on everyones door
and say hello((: hurhur
since im THAT BOREd.
yeah im THAT BORED):
okay bye<3

2006-06-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 20%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

haha.. okay right.
this thing is so funny. and weird
but its okay
i guess 14% to go to hell hur?
i dont believe in such shytes
GAHHH.. then wait
why do i do it? CAUSE IM BORED
and dying here currently
haha.. and im talking to stephpoop and BUTTBUG
she is so weird lurh and he is crazy.
gahhh):

‡ give me the cure to love truly, says:
hahaha
X MAN WAS SO COOL
haha
I AM A GENETIC MUTANT BABY(:
ohlalalala

STEPH(: come on. tell me whatcha want. im gonna bring u there says:
haha
yeah i know
WAHAHA

‡ give me the cure to love truly, says:
hahahahahahaha
WE ALL KNOW
i have wings
AND YOU KNOW WHUT! I FLY

hahaha sorry we were THAT BOREd.
and that buttbug went to pack his bag
for dont know whut
but nvm, he just went off like that.
dang, im bored really. SASKDJASKDJAKDJWEOI
okay forget it.
i just go get my sleep
nights sweeties(: BYE<3

if loving means to let you go,
i gladly would
just tell me your happy

2006-06-12T01:31:00.000-07:00

im so tired okay
i got dragged out of bed at 9
went for breakfast at kap with jo
and went for RHD cum PENANG meeting
and so, i think we're meeting tomoro
AGAIN):
and i really hate it.
sighhh! TELL ME WHUT TO DO.
hurhur.
so anyway,
IM BOREDD
now current mood, BORED.
and STEPH WANTED HER NAME HERE.
yay! (:
joanne is sucha sweetie too(:
she bought apple chips for meee(:
yum! i love herr okayy(: grins.
thanks dear. and i would smile for you
only you<3

/if only you were there when i needed you.

2006-06-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

personal msg to dad:

heyy.. i know many things have been going on lately.. your side with mum and me and jeremy.. i just wanna say that im sorry for failing my studiess and everything.. i know i put you into many difficult situations but you always help me find a way out through it all. and i always turn to you when i have troubles and blahhh.. and now, you have troubles at work and mum, i cant seem to do anythingg.. you cry on the inside of you.. i know how you feel but im just sooo useless, i cant do anything.. i just want you to know that, whatever happens, im here to hear all your sorrows and whutever shyte you have.. im so sorry for everything. you know whut? i will work hard and hope to go to HJC yeahh? so sorry dad

its not like you would see this
but i just wanted to post this
to prove all my apologies and all
and thank you for those times when you
helped me and all
these mere 3 words
i hope can touch you
i love you<3

2006-06-10T20:34:00.000-07:00

HURHUR.
im back to update since im so free
unlike that stephppoopielatte.
hurhur..
she only bothers about that hottie
in retarded institution and her bf.
gahhh! how mean.
ANYWAY, im bored.
but val chia is TRYING HER BEST
to entertain me. grins.
i feel like a PWINCESS(: yeah i am.
i hope we can have more nights out like yesterday.
it was so fun and hilarious baby.
if you were there, you would get it.
grins(:
I WANT THAT ROMANTIC BF NOW(:
i feel demanding but who the hack cares.
grins.((:
steph, shu and probably eileen knows who
im talking about okayy!(: yay!
so anyway, its been definitely packed for my hols
gahhh! i cant go for cell camp.
on 16th-18th causee,
STUPID PENANG TRIP.
but the best thing about it, i can spend the time
with my dear cum bestiee(: mwahh!
okay i just got the pics taken yesterday.
here it is (:

okayy so thats all(:
hope you enjoy all the pics.

things to do
1. watch val's video
http://youtube.com/results?search=princess%20mononoke&sort=relevance&page=4

2.go shopping
3. prepare for penang trip
4.attend meetings.
5. ask parents about wednesday
6.ask parents about CO. yurp
7.HOMEWORK (dread!)

thats about it i hope.
oh my goodiness ! you know whut?
エンヂ this means ANGIE

エンゼラ
this says angela

cool right? I KNOW(: hurhur.
oh wells. I LOVE YOU PPL
byee<3

2006-06-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

♀ your smiles means more than anything to me<3 says: hahahahhaha! omg. your like FUNNY(:

helplessly grasping onto a hope that i trust it won't fail me. says:
im ALWAYS funny!

♀ your smiles means more than anything to me<3 says: ahahaha

helplessly grasping onto a hope that i trust it won't fail me. says:
and full of....

♀ your smiles means more than anything to me<3 says: omg, your as ego as mee(:

helplessly grasping onto a hope that i trust it won't fail me. says:
excitement!
adventure!
haha EGO ppl! EGOOOOO

♀ your smiles means more than anything to me<3 says: hahahaha YAY! 3 cheers to ego people(:

helplessly grasping onto a hope that i trust it won't fail me. says:
hip hip..
hurray!
hahah

♀ your smiles means more than anything to me<3 says: HAHA(: YAY I LOVE MYSELF AND YOU

this sounds so me

i have a twinno! wootwoot(:

YAY

2006-06-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

YAY!IM BACK FROM .... ..... .....
RI'S BAND CONCERT.

OH IT WAS FUNNY
AND I LIKE IT ALOT. REALLY.
IT MADE ME FEEL HAPPY, TOUCHED
AND I JUST GOT AN IDEA HOW MY
PURRFECTOOO BOYFRIEND WOULD BE LIKE.
GRINS(:
JUST LOOK LIKE "THAT" GUY! OMG.
THATS LIKE AWESOME. HURHUR.
I LOVE HIM TA BITSO. OBSESSION(: GRINS.
ANYWAY, SHU TAUGHT ME TO CATWALK
AND I WENT HIGH AFTER THE CONCERT.
HEY, WHO SAYS WE CANT GO HIGH.
I DID(: I LOVE PLAYING WITH THEM. ITS SO FUNNY.
AND WELL, I ENJOYED MYSELF. ALOT((:
AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT HIM. YAY!
I LOVE MYSELF AND SHYTE LOADSA TO
STEPH,SHU AND KWOK.
OKAY SO I SAW DARREN TOO.
HE LOOKS DIFFERENT.
BUT YURH WELL,I GUESS IT AINT AWKWARD
NO MORE YAY(:
OH AND GERALD JUST SHOWED ME THIS.
SO HILARIOUS PLEASE.(: I LIKE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plSfKHZZwZ4

IM SERIOUS.
GO WATCH IT(:
ITS REALLY COOL AND NICE. HURHUR.
OH DONT ASK ME WHY IS EVERYTHING
IN CAPS CAUSE I LIKE IT
AND I FEEL LIKE TYPING THIS WAY.
OH STEPHIEPOOPIELATTE JUST SENT ME MANY SONGS
HURHUR. I LOVE HER.
YAY.

SHOUTOUT TO JOANNE:
HEY WOMAN! YOU GOTTA CHEER UP OKAY? YOU KNOW I WOULD BE HERE. AND DEFINITELY THAT OTHER DEAR OF YOURS. HE ANNOYS ME SO MUCH BUT NVM. I LOVE YOU TA BITSO. EVEN IF WE FIGHT AND QUARREL, I KNOW IN THE END, WE WOULD STILL LOVE AND BE EVEN CLOSER TO EACH OTEHR.(: I LOVE YOU PLENTY CAUSE YOU TOTALLY IS THE ONE WHO SHARED MY LAUGHTER, SADNESS AND JOY WITH. WHUT THE HELL! YOU JUST ROCK PLENTIFULL OKAYY.
OHHH MAHHH GOODINESS(: YAY! LOVE YOU SWEETIE! I DONT WANNA FALL IN LOVE NO MORE(:
GRINS, ONLY WITH YOU MAYBE! YAY!

2006-06-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out
EverlastingYour light will shine when all else fades
Never endingYour glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heartIs to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

/have you ever loved me once?

2006-06-09T19:02:00.000-07:00

you know whut?
im giving you upp,
i dont know why
im feeling so upset and going through
all this shyte stuff for you
and i realise,
its just a waste of my time...
its so pointless, pining for you
cause i know your in love
in love with someone else that i know of.
so shut up and stop intruding into my life
cause you aint getting no where.
i have enough of your fuggin nonsense
cause you hurt me.
yurhh you did, and i cant take it.
theres no point anyway
oh yurhh its pointless..

your worst nightmare

THANKS A WHOLE LOT BTW

2006-06-08T10:28:00.000-07:00

United Kingdoms - no more fun and games says:
hello
♀ gorgeous, your so much more(: says:
heyy
United Kingdoms - no more fun and games says:
ni hao mar
♀ gorgeous, your so much more(: says:
HAHA.. wo hen haoo!
United Kingdoms - no more fun and games says:
bie lai wu yang
okok enough of that

♀ gorgeous, your so much more(: says:
hai hao hai hao
HAHA.
we are like reading HAO GONG MING

ANDRE KUA, YOUR WEIRD! (:
hahaha.. but thanks for making me laugh.

2006-06-08T09:51:00.000-07:00

i probably wont blog for a while
i needa sort out my feelings straight
i dont know why i feel sensitive and all
but im so sad that
i dont get your calls now.
i know your busy with your own friends
but well,
please at least,
dont leave me hanging.

/
cause you left me dead here
trying to sort out my feelings
cause i know your in love
but that love hasnt seem to go to me
but to another baby gurl'
i just wanna wanna
stickwityou baby
i hate to leave you
i hate to escape from you
just wanna let you know
these nights ive been hanging
cos ive been waiting for that call
calls that never seem to come
miracles that i hope would appear
snap snap, yet nothing seems to come
reality is painful
but dreams i reckon, is even more.

2006-06-08T07:15:00.000-07:00

since i found your love
ive never needed anything
to fill my heart
even when i fall
your always there with open arms
to pick me up
from the start i knew
no one else could make me feel the way you do
everyday i want to grow
just a little closer
i wanna be your reflector
}

2006-06-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

LIFES NEVER BEEN THE SAME WHEN YOU STEPPED IT(:

I FEEL PURPLE
SO PURPLE IT IS FOR TODAY!
IM BORED
AND I FINALLY ATE KFC.
URMMM.. IT FELT GOOD.
YUMYUM! TEMPTED?
HURHUR.
BUT. I MISS PRATA.
I NEED IT RIGHT NOW.
WHO WOULD GET IT FOR ME?
COUSIN, WANNA GO FOR NIGHT PRATA?
HURHUR.
ANYWAYS, PIANO WAS PRETTY COOL
I LEARN A NEW PIECE.
AS USUAL
AND LATEST NEWS, NO PIANO
FOR NEXT 3 WEEKS! WOOT.WOOT!
BABAM! I AM SO COOL.

ping: IM FUNNY OKAY(:
hurhur. but im not mental
your the one that is(: HEH!
loveyou! thanks for last night smses.

2006-06-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

i feel sad and all so

Sometimes I think I lost my mind
wishing myself back to yesterday
You said you'd wished that I was dead,
i know i'd be better off that way.
But nothing's lasts forever, yeah I know it's true
Still I can't believe that we are really through.
I know i'm stupid and i know you're gone,
i know a lot but I can't get over you.

Blue skies, turning into gray since you went away nothing's the same
Time flies, and i realize what i thought was love was just a game.
Passing by the places where you used to be
What i wouldn't give to have you here with me

I should have known, if I let you into my heart,
that you would be tearing it down from the start.

But i never regretted, and never will
cause i truly loved you

Grab a map to see how close we really are,
and pretend that I feel blessed
but I know that I'm not because you're leaving.

Please don't

you know i cant take that
i cant take you out of my sight
how far i reached
your still blind
nononoo, dont leave me please
i cant take those nights alone.

<3

2006-06-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

why do i miss you so.
cause i think ive fallen for you.
i miss your voice within me.
i miss your face
whuts more, i think i miss
spending time with you.

but i know,
im numb to that feeling of love.
i cant bring myself to love.
its hard i agree
but i rather let
nature take its course
i dont wanna think much into that.
it just hurts me too much
i dont wanna care no more.
but thanks for being a memory

2006-06-07T03:33:00.000-07:00

I WENT SHOPPING TODAY.
omgomgomg.
sadly i didnt get nice clothes.
but hey, I GOT A NICE BAG.
steph and her brother really SHOPPED
as in like WOAHH!
they bought many many things.
so i made 2 new friends
WOWW DOUBLE WOW.

zhi an( eileen's bf)
DUCKY ( steph's brother's friend)
HAHAHA

i dont know the ducky's name
SO OH WELLS.
yay!
and i bought a necklace
its soo yummy!(: HEH
didnt eat fudge today though):
but we had yoshi(:
shuen bought skirt and this blouse!
its pretty hot(:
AFTER A WHOLE DAY OF SHOPPING, A NICE LUKE WARM BATH WAS GOOD. AND YEAHH.. IM SO SAD): I DIDNT GET TO WATCH MY MOVIE AND I DIDNT GET NICE CLOTHES. SIGHHH): SHOPPING ONCE MORE?!? HAHA.. YEAH PLEASE SAY YES! (: I NEED SHIRTS!i need skirts and i need to sleep now.

nightynights.
steph saw samLEE.
and they both got freaked out.
steph: he is not fat lurhh
he wore his home clothes
thats whut he said! hurhur(:

tata.<3

2006-06-06T18:07:00.000-07:00

gorgeous, your so much more(: says:
haha
EH
thats like SO QUOTING ME

On Christ the SOLID ROCK we will stand!! YEA!!! says:
yaaa
ur own medicine
x)

THIS PROVES THAT
PING'S ENGLISH SUCKS SO MUCH!
HAHAHAA(:
btw, ITS A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE(:

2006-06-06T09:36:00.001-07:00

you are really

/
so much more than i can remember.
your just gorgeous to the naked eye.

<33

two spent swimmers
once loved
always have been.

2006-06-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

I was here long enough for you to be there says:
buff
yeah
i like it
it`s very nice

♀ oh we aint getting no where says:
you are gayyy

I was here long enough for you to be there says:
no i am not
it`s not gay
it`s just a more feminene touch

HURHUR

2006-06-06T05:38:00.000-07:00

YEAH HE IS TOTALLY HOT(:
you know LAHOT(:
I LIKE HIM
i think im in love.

hahaha...
SHE IS PRETTY
AND THAT GUY IS TOTALLY CUTE
omgomgomg.
HAHA.
and samLEE,
im getting a life please.
YOU SUCK COREEEE(:
STUPID DAO UNCLE.
hurhur

GO WATCH SHES THE MAN
im SERIOUS
GO WATCH IT.
it wouldnt be a mistake
I LOVE THAT SHOW.

YEAH OHOHOHOH(:
LEHOT(:

<3

2006-06-06T04:32:00.000-07:00

MORE PICTURES?!?
coming RIGHT UP!(:

okay you know whut! I SHANT ADD ANYMORE.
im tired...(:

theres just too many. if you want any,
sms me! OR CALL. i'll go online just to send you those lovely fantabulous pictures!

TATA!<3

you seem to be fading like i am
for you.

2006-06-05T23:56:00.000-07:00

THEY REFUSE TO LET ME
UPLOAD PICTURES
SO CURRENTLY,
IM FUMING AND HATING BLOGGER.
BOOO YOU BLOGGER.

I FEEL SO BORED AT HOME
BUT NO FEAR CAUSE ANGELA TEO
IS GOING TO GO SHOPPING TOMORO.
YAY! BUT IVE NOT DECIDED WITH WHO YET.
YAY! I ROCK.

SO ANYWAY
IM GOING PENANG SOON.
AND I DONT SEEM TO BE AS EXCITED AS I THOUGHT I WOULD BE.
PROBABLY CAUSE I HAVE MANY STUFF TO
DO FIRST BEFORE LEAVING.
OH IM SO GLAD THAT
IM GOING TO BUNK WITH MY DEAR JOANNE LIM.
SHE IS THE COOLEST EVER SO SWEET
WOMAN / LADY YOU CAN FIND IN SINGAPORE.
BEST FRIEND, MWAH!

and your so much more than i can
REMEMBER.

2006-06-05T22:21:00.000-07:00

okayy.. its these two bodos
that make my day i tell you(:
i love them ta bitso.(:

they make me smile
they make me cry
not because they hurt me
nor did they ditch me

but because they held me there
on a good day
and kept me laughing till
i cant stop.

they say they need me.
but i say that
i need them even MORE(:
<3

pictures(:

2006-06-05T20:45:00.000-07:00

CLASS PARTY TWO OHLALA SIX(:

hahaha.. and i love this class!
they are really ultra cool.
expecially when

joanne,doreen and rachel are init.
they rock the most(:
LOVE YOU GURLS!(:

i got dunked(:

<3

2006-06-05T19:08:00.000-07:00

IM TOTALLY IN LOVE.
IN LOVE WITH MY BLOG
IN LOVE WITH YOU.
AND DEFINITELY IN LOVE
WITH MY DEAR FRIENDS.
MWAHHH!

AND IM DEFINITELY NOT MISSING YOU. JUST CAUSE I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT YOU. AND I REALLY DONT WANNA GO INTO A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE IT SUCKS(: I DONT WANNA DRIFT AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS CAUSE I LOVE THEM ALOT. ITS BECAUSE OF YOU DEAR FRIENDS THAT IM NOT GOING INTO A RELATIONSHIP! YAY!(: I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

SEXY HOTTIE BITCHY STEPH.
OH WAIT.. SLUTTIE TOO(:
<3

changed skin

2006-06-05T16:26:00.000-07:00

I CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN.
and im lovin' it(:
yay!

SAM CHAN: IM NOT EGO!!!(:
tata.smiles.

2006-06-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

' taken from steph

A- Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting
new people.
C- Your wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass ;-)
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You're so damn cute
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R-Your talkative.
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z- your lovable

A- Damn good in bed
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
G-Love is something you deeply believe in
E-You're Super cool.
L- You're so damn cute
A- Damn good in bed

T-You are the best in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
O-You love foreplay

Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
U-You are really chill.

H-You have very good personality and looks.
U-You are really chill.
I-You have a nice ass ;-)

HAHA
i think this is just plain weird.

2006-06-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

i got depressed again
maybe because my tears havent dried yet
it must be hard for you
to keep me next to you
i feel bad
when i see you try to smile

when time passes
we wont be here
and we will forget the reason
why we shouldnt be here

if you ask me
whut my last wish is
i'll say i want to go back
to the beginning and start
our love all over again

i wanna say that i love you/

when time passes, we wont be here
and we will forget the reason
why we shouldnt be here
do you still remember those promises
that we made?
dont be discouraged

its so sad lurhh
the video):

2006-06-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

LETS SEE.
its 2 am!
AND IM STILL AWAKE.

WHAT AM I DOING?!?

/ i hid myself from within

2006-06-04T07:21:00.000-07:00

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna change to someone
someone that is more pleasant
to the eye
someone that aint too sensitive
and just nicer to everyone
so that no one would hate or
dislike me...

maybe thats why i wanna change
cause i care too much
on whut people gotta say about me.
im just too sensitive.

sensitive till the fact that
i dont know the REAL ME.

okayy.. im currently confused lurh!
but i know one thing for sure
i cant wait to catch up with
AMANDA LOH
VALERIE FOOO
SERENE SIOWW(:

they are so cool alrighty.
HAHA.. we're gonna shop
till we drop! WOW.
today, i found a new change in me.
it was fantabulous.
and i think im enjoying it.
cause really, i dont get sensitive
THAT EASILY now.
oh thank god(:

dear god,
i just wanna thank you for taking all this shyte from me. how much i sweared how much i cared, they all are changed now. cause my point of view is completely different now. you came here and talked to me. cared for me till i stopped weeping. i never did think i would be able to control my temper. but i did.. and great thing i did, if not, i wouldnt know i had such good friends that i might missed out. your the greatest thing that ever happened to me. thank you oh so much(x

<33

gerald:
YEAH I GET IT(:
thanks alottt sister friend<3

steph:
well, in time soon,
you'll get it very soon! theres
nothing much for me to say
but yeahh..
meet up and explain to yao.

VAL:
HELLO DEARIE(:
meet up meet up meet up!(:
yayee you gurl!
<3

2006-06-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

Angela,
the emoticon that represents you best
is the Sticking-Tongue-Out Face

What's so funny? You are!
That's why the emoticon
that represents you best
is as good-humored as you.

I KNOW THAT(:
<3

2006-06-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

how many times do you wanna lie to us? i cant imagine how many times you said behind my back that i backstabbed you when the truth is, i DIDNT! you claim that i do, butt do you have any idea when i did that? no you dont. instead, YOU are the one stabbing me umpteen times. and i really cannot take it. its annoying and really hurting. how many times do you wanna lie to us too? you say lotsa shyte to us and then, you are totally different when your with others. i cant take those shyte stuff from you anymore. you're just as shittie as you always are. im vulnerable but now, i learn to be strong and thanks for all those backstabbing and lies. cause they really made me grow stronger and know how to judge a person. MAYBE, its good to even pretend in front of you. THAT way, you would know how it feels being treated the way i am being treated now. in conclusion, YOUR LIES ARE ALL OUT NOW! WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY?!?

okayy.. dont get the wrong idea
or anything.
and pho, this is not to you.
so please dont think its for you.
i dont want further misunderstandings between
us anymore

shout out to pho:
i dont really know you anymore.
i mean, even who you like
what you do and where you go these days
im just utterly blur
blur till the fact that i dont even think we're friends
you told me you trusted me and
you treasure this friendship
but i doubt it even more
it scares me to think whut would happen next
cause, misunderstandings keep happening
and that
you trust others more than me now.
is that the end?
the end of everything.
im totally upset

shout out to gerald:
hey dear! thanks a whole lot
you have helped me since the day i actually
knew you. i kept on confiding in you and just
telling you everything
you pratically help me deal with so many
many many many many many many things
and im glad i have you as a friend
without you, my days are empty.
true enough,
your my wonderwall, best friend
whutever coolio stuff you can think of
(:
sorry i didnt go for cell);

shout out to joanne:
hey sweetie:) thanks alot
thanks for the talk and chats
thank you for the counselling
thanks for the movie
and lastly, thanks for telling it all to me

i just wanna say that
confiding in you was a pretty cool time
i learn alot from it
and not to trust someone so much.
it hurts and upsets me.
and i really dont wanna take that anymore
i hate it, really.
but im glad you are still single
with me.

i realise that after people get
into a relationship
they tend to dump their friends and
just go to that guy.
they just think that their boyfriends
are the coolest thing now.

and i just come to wonder,
whut about those wonderful times
these friends spend together
i guess it totally means nothing
im sure ive done that before
and i totally apologise for that
especially to jo!
she has taken so much shyte from me.
and she still loves me just as much
thanks dear(:

shout out to kat:
hey dear(: I LOVE CHIITTY CHATS TOO.
too bad we couldnt have it on the 2nd night
i was sleepy):

to juu:
HAHAHA.. yeahh
your welcome. oh and pink dolphine
TOTALLY ROCK!(:
yay!

therees a limit to everything.

2006-06-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

thank you for the cross lord
thank you for the nail pierced hands
wash me in your cleansing flow
now all i know
its your forgiveness and embrace

worthy is the lamb

to a certain someone:
i dont want to lean on you anymore
i dont want to count on you no more
i just refuse to go to you
to tell you all my secrets and i
hope and pray that i can stop confiding to you
cause i just wanna just wanna

BE MISS INDEPENDENT
and also,
i would ~~stop~~ falling for you.

<3
and i love you so so much!

2006-06-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

IM BACK FROM CAMP!
yaye me(:

i love talking to him now.
it feels like ive never talked to him
in like FOREVER.
i feel so good(:
anyway
yeahh.. during camp, i saw plentiful!
i saw samLEE and DAVINA(:
haha.. not forgetting all the mep ladies.
sandra and all
oh things were rush definitely

gb is just yet another big rushing
thing that you just gotta do):
oh wells!

IM GLAD IM BACK.
and im glad i talked to him.
and you and you and you.
right now, i just need to call my dear
and tell her im back

mwah pumpkin<3

2006-06-01T23:32:00.000-07:00

IM STILL IN CAMP!
just 1 hour more(:
YAY!

I HATE GB CAMPS.
cause the people in it
are just not my friends
yayy!

i know i rock.

i just miss my dear!):
my honey sweetie baked banana
pumpkin darling(:
mwah!

2006-05-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMG
i saw you
YOU SAW ME
but i didnt know that
YOU SAW ME.

HURHUR.
its so freaky
but funny and crazy.
oh wells

I LOVE THE OBS GAME
the sixers had fun today
DEFINITELY

cassie.jo.lyd.kaiting.me and davina.
YOU GUYS ARE TOTALLY
COOLIO!(:

2006-05-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

HULLO(:

ive got something to annouce
KAITING IS TOTALLY WEIRD
hahaha.. (:
she just told me just now,
that she was the HMMM!
and i was like WHUT?!?
hahaha(:

i love her ta bitsoo(:
i really didnt expect her to do so.
oh well. HEY DEAR(:

chem was as usual FUNNY.
we just kept on playing AND PLAYING
it was soo slack.
and i really wanted to pon it !
butt sadded, my bag was like INSIDE
so i couldnt leave):
HAHAHA.. OH WELLS
we were just playing the whole way through
OH HOW SEXAYEE((:

i miss prata<3
i really wanna have it NOW!

CLASS PARTY CLASS PARTY
WOOTWOOT(:
i cant wait
REALLY REALLY cant wait.
omgoshiwashhhii(: PHEELAHPHOO(:
I LOVE 3O so muchhieee!
mwahh!*

oh joke for the day:
dont make me wait too long
or elsee _______
....
i will turn into a WAITress(:
haha.. thanks to jo.
YOMAMA(:

hey sexy,
turn me on tonight(;

2006-05-29T07:58:00.000-07:00

I WILL TRULY MADLY DEEPLY
~~LOVE~~ YOU TILL

ETERNITY!

replies

2006-05-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

TAGBOARD REPLIES(:

juu: hahaha(: dear ah dear(:
its alrights! AND WHY DIDNT YOU APPEAR
in school today??? i missed you): HAHA!
stupid woman.

cassie: wait i think theres something wrong
with your tag.
cause its suppose to be like this:

yes angie!!we're in THE gang! and wait...
LEFT HANDERS SUCK(: HAHAHAHA!

mil<3: hahaha! hey sweetie(:
you feeling better now? TAKE CARE YEAHH!
you stupid les partner! ALWAYS FALLING ILL):
take care yeah! OH AND I STILL DONT THINK LHS
ROCK. THEY TOTALLY SUCK(:

sharon: hey dear(: <3 i love you too(:

jon: THANKS A WHOLE LOT(:
but i DO NOT LOOK INDIAN AT ALL):
crap. no mating(:

zhongning: hahaha(: thanks!(:
I RECIEVED IT(: you owe me a coolio cam(:

zhen: HAHA(: please lurh! my durians are so
much more tasty and appealing.. better than your
stupid mangoes.. they are just so

SOUR(:

amanda loh: HAHA! yeah dear! i miss you too.
we havent gone out for a LONG TIME):
and i totally miss you.
your always with your 3I gang!):
so sadd.. SOBS!
hahaha..

anon: hahaha.. thanks(: your sexy too.
cause your name's anon(:
and who the hell are you? HAHA(:

hmm: hullo(: who are you? HAHA.
thanks for tagging anyway.
REVEAL YOUR IDENTITY NOW(: grins.

<3

2006-05-29T02:35:00.000-07:00

LOCATION: eileen's house.

SITUATION: just pranked some guy
he is like HOW INNOCENT
and its pretty funn..(x

TIME:5.32pm

DATE:120506(:

yeahh..okay thats it(:
boobooboo.
today was ultra boring
i think i got abit fished up about
add math and my mood
the whole day was pretty bad):
well, hey, at least i didnt fight(:

i miss someone ultra badly
i wish to see him this INSTANT(:
yay.. but i cant. AWWW.
OHFOSHIZZLE!(learnt that from tang)
DID I TELL YOU?!?
my pingg is BACK FROM MALAYSIA..
OH DREAD. I MISS HIM SO DARN MUCH
HEH! BUT HE DIDNT MISS ME):
CAUSE HE MISSES EILEEN KWOK

NOW IM PISSED):
HHAHA.. MORE OF HURT
BUT OH WELLS. LALALA..

so, everythings alright.
i hope.
and i wish to go shopping
the last i heard
im going to watch movie
with my parents... and brother of course.
oh blodddyy..
(:

OVER THE HEDGE
oh so cute
these are the current movies i wanna watch

x-men3
over the hedge
the omen
the nun( not scary but hack)
da vinci code
something lucky something

thats it.
i hope lurh
i dont wanna get so frightened
and pee in my pants
and just keep slapping gerald
hahaha(: i think he has a phobia
of sitting next to me
when watching a ghost show.
AT LEAST I DIDNT CRY
ALMOST but didnt
OMG. im so brave
hahaha(: grins.

our whole lesbian gang was SO FUNNY lurh
we started telling the non-obsers
about everything
i bet they got jealous
HEH.
lets see
the chat group were.
-joanne
-emma
-lydialow
-doreen
-mil
-sharon
-kelly
-eunice.
-kaikai ting.

i think thats about it.
if theres more,
pardon me for the lack of your name
heh.
anyway, its hilarious really
and crap lurhh..
i really do owe cass 7 bucks
BOO.
i shouldnt have played that stupid game
with her. its absurd.

CLASS PARTY IS TOMORO!(:
arent you excited! i know i am(:

no you didnt say you miss me
no you missed that chance
its simply hurtful
but indeed
i'll be right here waiting
for that moment
to arrive/
till that ice hath broke.

2006-05-28T16:43:00.000-07:00

I HATE FRIGGIN SCHOOL):

2006-05-28T08:47:00.000-07:00

heres a picture of 3O!
not so complete one though

DUE TO SOME SICK AND "ILL"
people who refuse to get their arse
for obs camppp):

I LOVE THEM TA BITSO!
<3

2006-05-27T19:56:00.000-07:00

TAGBOARD REPLIES(:

sam: haha.. sure. i will text you sometime later..
for now, my bills are wayyy high(: grins.

gerald: stupid banana split piggy!(:
haha.. that was made up!

do: hahaha(: im not think skinned..
better than you right? stupid flirt.. (: i know
YOU LOVE ME(:

angeline: hahaha(: whose your sister? oh mann..
i hate being so burnt.. iloook weird(: yeahh.. you lucky
womannn.. still have 3 more yrs left in mg. enjoy it!(:

mil: heyhey mil((: haha.. you ahh! super funny lurhh! always
missing camps.. but nonetheless, i miss it too(:
and i miss those fun chats we had..
booo.

<33

updated!

2006-05-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

I FORGOT TO ADD THIS PART
on my blog yesterday night about the camp(:
ha! just got reminded on doreen's blog.
i'll just do a copy and paste i guess(:
YAY!

i love my group, COOK!!
to eat, to live, to leave ( our motto)
and our instructor, AH BOON/WEE WEE
is as SUPPORTIVE AS A BRA
we gave him a size 32 mg shirt
with drawings by stacey.
and theres this left hander gang
who is always so over themselves(:
LEFT-HANDER GANG
1.cassandra
2.mildred
3.kaiting
4.doreen!
they totally suck please!

All the lesbians are really scaring
lydiaTAN and davina out of their wits.
cos we got a 'LESBIAN GANG' in our group too.
DOREEN's like the da jie da
[gang sister] there...HA!!
'LESBIAN' GANG
1.cassandra
2.mildred
3.LYDIA LOW!
4.ME ( i refuse to admit im rough) YAY
5.rachel [low-key les;) HA!]
6.patty [aka Latty Lmily Lobin]
7. LOREEN(:

okayy..
that was about ittt(: HEH!
it was soo cool lurh!
i love the lesbiann gang
cause apparently IM IN IT(: heh!
okay thats all folks. TATA

and i love the sound of music
we danced to.<3

2006-05-26T19:15:00.000-07:00

theres something in your smile
theres something in your face
theres something in the way you move
and thats why im crushing on you.(:

hahaha! okayy(:
i love you pretty pumpkinn!(:
zhen is like chatting with me online now!
ARGHH! i hate that womann!
haha.. ( kidding )
but im like jealous of herrr cann! POOP!
nehnehneh! HEH!

anyway,
all things are just so different now.
i mean, after im back. i just feel awkward.
but no doubt i learn to treasure you more.
but do you feel the same to me?
i dont know. cause really, i have doubts about us.
maybe im just sensitive... hmmm?

i think i became even more gross.
ha! thanks to juu and do.
not forgetting zhen too.
those people amuses meee and i get AHEM
high on that(: ohh yeahh babe.
okayy sooooo today
i think i would go town
and shop for many many coolio stuff.
go for crosslink and back home
yay me!(: i love myself
and omg! i just realise something about myself!

IM LIKE SOO FUNNYY(: i know right! haha!
okay sooo lets see..
many people laugh when i say that
and so, THAT proves im funny! YAY!
i love myself.
booboooboooo! ive got a big bubu.
thanks to juu and the rotten old pushing carte!
haha.. I HATE IT!
hurts like crapzzz..
and to abel: sorry yurhh! I FELL ASLEEP. couldnt sms nor call.
so sorry):
zhongning: hurhur. sorry too. i didnt reply your sms):
jon: ehh! you called me 7 times last night hur!
THANKS PLENTY
it was so annoying.
but guess whut! i wasnt awoken by that.
i just slept onnn! HEH! i rock. I KNOW! heh!
but dont be too upset that the
jellyfishes did not stink me! ):
alex:
heyy you! thanks for those smses that you sent
when im gone in pulau ubin. comforting no doubt
LOVE YOU<3

okayy im done
bye<3

2006-05-26T04:42:00.000-07:00

YAY! IM FINALLY BACK FROM OBS(:

hahaha..
amazingly, i pulled it through.
well, i thought i would hate it
really reallly hate it and detest it
but all things would change
and im glad it did.

i totally enjoyed myself yeahh!
hahaa.. thanks to the following people(:
mil,kaiting,cassie,doreen,rachel,small lyd,squek,stacey,zhen,juu,steph,annabeth,pattie,shanine,davina
and theres one more person.
i cant really remember.
OH HACK!

first day!

BORING

second day.
-pitch tents.
-outdoor cooking
-played some games
-KAYAK!
-all the way till the evening.
-swam at query
OMG! i saw a monitor lizard
HAHAHA! i hate spelling
bethiee, i think if i ever got into the finals
for spelling beee
i wonder how i did it!
OH WELLS(:
-came out and pitched tents
-COOKED.
OH GOSH! i hate OUTDOOR COOKING
CAUSE I TOTALLY CANT COOK
thanks mil for those yummilicious maggi meee..
haha.. not forgetting faith's contribution!(:
-sleep

third day( the fun time begins HERE)
kayak back to camp site.
woahhh tiring..
had to like go through this river thing:(
MUD MUD EVERYWHERE.
it was gross.
and the instructors are like mean! haha!
cassie : 1 2 3 UP!!! HAHA(:
its an inside joke but hilarious
OF COURSE. im ALWAYS funny.
hahaha(: stop laughing at that cassie=P
back at camp. bathed and i cant remember whut we did.
but wells.
yeahhh.. ate and slept(:

fourth day
-MADE FRIENDS WITH KAITING(:
-track track track.
-reached campsite.
-did high elements.
oh shucks! it was scary... i climbed this 4 storey high thing.
thanks to kaii, we completed it(:
hi 5 dear!(:
-track back to campsite
-had a competition thing.
it was basically on food(:
-we made nice smiley faces with
biscuits
cake
raisins!
WOW! DOUBLE WOW(: haha!
then it was kinda like bed time
i was soooooo tired(:

fifth dayy:
it was the last i must say..
its sad really.
cause all those laughters that we all share
boon wee being a coolio instructor.
AND I STILL THINK THAT IM NOT CRAZY.
humph!! *pouts
anyhow, i really miss every single one of you.
not only did i made new friends
i learnt to trust and count on them more
this camp made me think alot
and actually showed me who i really amm..
my blind spot seem to be revealing!! OMG!
haha.. okayy...

but well, i really enjoyed it.
if it werent for COOKSsss, i would not be so happy(:
and i thank the lord for keeping me safe
throughout this entire camp
though i skipped many quiet times
sheesh, i feel so guilty now..
shucks! i wanted to go for love mg..
but i guess i was too late(:
hahaha.. nvm. i guess its boring anyway(:
i probably go there for the friggin bands
and not to worship.. yayayayurp!(:
hahaha..

so steph just yelled at me
to ask me to update..
here it is dear..
hope you liked it(:

oh yeahh..
KAP WAS FUN.
AIR CON! MACDONALDS! OH!!!!(x

and i totally missed you.

2006-05-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

OBS TOMORO):
i can so wait for it.
but now, i need sleep
yeah yeah thats whut i need.

anyway,
thanks for those
take cares and good luck from friends(:
ilu* too. sMOOCH(:

i wanted to type shoutouts but no time
BYE<33

yay!

2006-05-20T19:27:00.000-07:00

one major note(:
I HAVE PACKED FOR MY OBS CAMP.
oh im so independent right
I KNOW(: haha
the only thing that fears me
is to enter the warzone.
sighh.. i refuse to go.
after hearing those horror.
no wayy man.. ( but im forced to )

hmmm..
today is gonna be a study day.
finish my A MATH belated homework): ha
but whatever.
i think theres nothing else

dear ping,
dont you miss me when im away(:
i will still try to keep in contact with you.
ahahaha(: and i know you know i know that i love you.
hahaha(: love you. ( even if you dont(: ) mwah

Timeless like a picture
Moments trapped in ice
Memories that sparkle in my mind
Colours in the river
Reflections make me smile
Ripples of a heart that echos mine

2006-05-20T00:06:00.000-07:00

TAGBOARD REPLIES(x

sharon: i love you too dear. haha
and thanks for crapping on my account calling me whutever! haha(: but its damn annoying when you kept on switching off my screen! BOO YOU(: haha.. <3

cassie: really? i did. OPPS! hahaha(: sorry lurh! how to spell arh! IM TOO USED TO SAYING cassieCASSIEcassie(: not cassendra! whutever how you spell it XD

gerald: aiya! im sorry can!)': but well, thanks for counselling me the WHOLE NIGHT and yurp. i did send that message(: thanks a whole lot kays? i really appreciated it. HEH!

jo: eh! i think that quiz must have made a mistake! you are cool? oh please man. then im like the most super ultra cool woman! haha(: I KNEW IT(:

so anyway(:
im going to meet steph at btp
to go shop for obs camp stuff.
argh!
and to lydlow: THANKS A WHOLE LOT FOR HUMILIATING ME! HAHAHA(: I HATE YOU. (the opposite dear) dont be mad(x love you. MWAH!
<33

and i have a feeling
i wont have the energy to go for LOVEMG.
hmmm.. im still considering on going.
oh wells ! TATA!(x

run like the wind
on the pasture that no one ever ran before
but just run along with me
keep track with me
so that i wont lose you.
no nono, i wont lose you.

hand-in-hand, we'll walk together as one(:
yeah ONE(:

2006-05-19T03:02:00.000-07:00

Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]

You are Cool!

You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person.

Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

hahaha.. this says it all(:
im coool(x
ohallalalala(:

Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!

Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!

oh hella(:
im so tired.
OBS IS JUST NEXT MONDAY!(:
cant wait. but i heard there would be:
sandflies
mosquitos
leeches
jellyfishes
bees!!!!):

ahhhh.. ARGHH! that sucky!
kasjdkasjdiwqejiasjd
anyhows(:
i really have to go OBS shopping
and get my stuff packing
but for now,
im just so tired and beat):
i wanna sleep! NIGHTS(:

its not like you dont know how im like. you know i hate backstabbers and liars. but why are you becoming like them. why cant you just be normal.. why cant you? just cause of guys? well, thats not a particularly good reason. you mean guys can savour our (hell long) friendship? i mean, thats totally absurd. IF you actually treated me as a best friend, you would have not done all those. and even so, you wouldnt have hurt me so much. hurting me is just probably the worst thing that anyone can do. to think i treated you as a best friend. i told you EVERYTHING and just about everything.i never once said any bad stuff about you and all sorts. i hate it now. i hate the tension, i hate the situation now. i know not what to do. i just think i lost a part of me. a part that cause me so much emptiness and hurt. i hope i would NEVER EVER experience that again. i just want everything to be gone now.. faded faded faded. i just hope you would stop telling people that i hurt you cause i want to make this clear. I DIDNT HURT YOU, YOU HURT ME FIRST. I WANTED TO REASON OUT THINGS NICELY WITH YOU. BUT INSTEAD, YOU STABBED ME SO BADLY ON MY BACK! THANKS A WHOLE LOT! YOU GOT THAT REVENGE OF YOURS THAT YOU WANTED..

GOODBYE!

2006-05-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

THE PREVIOUS POST PROVES THAT
JOANNE LIM AND SHARON AUYONG
ARE MISCHIEVIOUS PEOPLE! OMG! HAHAHA

but i still love them!(:
<3

2006-05-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

goh_chin_choo_beatrice@moe.edu.sg
okayy.. so i must remember this(:
its (mrs leung's email add)
hahaha..
i must email her about lit.. BLAHHH!!
我是猪、！6
我是笨蛋

2006-05-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

okayy..
so i might not be able to post THAT
frequently like before.
i really need to buck up.
as in REALLY.

math and sciences, i have been failing
I NEED SOME more spices in mah life
like an A1?
yurp sure! thats IF i study
dammit.
fall from the sky!(x now thats awesome.
heh!

so anyways, replies(:
cassie: HAHAHAHA! like real lahh.. i bet you were pretending to be sucha good gurl cause mrs choochoo is like there NEXT TO YOU? haha.. dont deny that. i hate you. why must you be so smart? HAHA! i found my song lyrics okayyy! ):

so anyway.
for english it was cool.
we had to write about this song..(any song)
and like why you chose that song.
and why did it touch you?
not TOUCH as in TOUCH
but you know the feeling TOUCHED(:
hahaha..
okayy lameness(:

today was slack day lahh.
hmmm.. what else!
OH YEAHH! we played christ in the vessel
during free period
and also started to get horny and talked
about all sorta stuff! HAWHAW(:

EH ITS COOL OKAY(:
our talks (chitter chatter)
oh the best part was gossipping. HEH!
i just realised so many people dont like her.
hummm..):

okay back track!
the christ in the vessel game was how funny lurh!
like when we played it without some words
doreen and sharon made song effects
WOAH CRAP.
that got us all laughing HHAHAHA(:
omg. im so funny! ( I KNOW!)
hahhaa..
i think i hear cassie LAUGHING OUT LOUD
haha.. she always laughs when i say that sentence
OMG! IM SO FUNNY. hahaha(:
i know i am cassie(: dont cheat yourself.
heh!

okay so my june hols are packed(:
first week: make up lessons.
-chemistry
-a math
-ordinary math

i think thats all FOR NOW.
and then 29th-
date with cassie, jo, emma and doreen
we are going ccassie's house to WORK OUT
dammit! burn those outrageous carbs(:
heh! I LOVE THOSE PEEPOS!
and i heard maybe zanetha is coming over. heh.
then 30th CLASS PARTY! WOOT!

omg. its the bombb shacckerr!
emma i love you uber loadsa! dont vomit(:
then the following hols

- have to get ready for racial harmony concert.
-penang trip
-sentosa dates.
-orchard gatherings
- STUDIES(:

hahaha.. thats about it.
woah.
it seem so plain but in fact, its a whole lot(:
but i love hols(:

OBS IS JUST NEXT WEEK! AHHHHH!
YAYYEEE..
LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LOSSS MORE WEIGHT! HAHAHA(:

hahaha.. okayy(:
i shall stop rambling.

in case you dont know,
yu are just different now
no more the plain old friend
you used to be.

i think i need a friggin break):

random

2006-05-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

okayy..
so i might not be able to post THAT
frequently like before.
i really need to buck up.
as in REALLY.

math and sciences, i have been failing
I NEED SOME more spices in mah life
like an A1?
yurp sure! thats IF i study
dammit.
fall from the sky!(x now thats awesome.
heh!

so anyways, replies(:
cassie: HAHAHAHA! like real lahh.. i bet you were pretending to be sucha good gurl cause mrs choochoo is like there NEXT TO YOU? haha.. dont deny that. i hate you. why must you be so smart? HAHA! i found my song lyrics okayyy! ):

so anyway.
for english it was cool.
we had to write about this song..(any song)
and like why you chose that song.
and why did it touch you?
not TOUCH as in TOUCH
but you know the feeling TOUCHED(:
hahaha..
okayy lameness(:

today was slack day lahh.
hmmm.. what else!
OH YEAHH! we played christ in the vessel
during free period
and also started to get horny and talked
about all sorta stuff! HAWHAW(:

EH ITS COOL OKAY(:
our talks (chitter chatter)
oh the best part was gossipping. HEH!
i just realised so many people dont like her.
hummm..):

okay backtrack!
the christ in the vessel game was how funny lurh!
like when we played it without some words
doreen and sharon made song effects
WOAH CRAP.
that got us all laughing HHAHAHA(:
omg. im so funny! ( I KNOW!)
hahhaa..
i think i hear cassie LAUGHING OUT LOUD
haha.. she always laughs when i say that sentence
OMG! IM SO FUNNY. hahaha(:
i know i am cassie(: dont cheat yourself.
heh!

okay so my june hols are packed(:
first week: make up lessons.
-chemistry
-a math
-ordinary math

i think thats all FOR NOW.
and then 29th-
date with cassie, jo, emma and doreen
we are going ccassie's house to WORK OUT
dammit! burn those outrageous carbs(:
heh! I LOVE THOSE PEEPOS!
and i heard maybe zanetha is coming over. heh.
then 30th CLASS PARTY! WOOT!

omg. its the bombb shacckerr!
emma i love you uber loadsa! dont vomit(:
then the following hols

- have to get ready for racial harmony concert.
-penang trip
-sentosa dates.
-orchard gatherings
- STUDIES(:

hahaha.. thats about it.
woah.
it seem so plain but in fact, its a whole lot(:
but i love hols(:

OBS IS JUST NEXT WEEK! AHHHHH!
YAYYEEE..
LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LOSSS MORE WEIGHT! HAHAHA(:

hahaha.. okayy(:
i shall stop rambling.

in case you dont know,
yu are just different now
no more the plain old friend
you used to be.

i think i need a friggin break):

2006-05-16T20:32:00.000-07:00
IM IN LIT CLASS NOW!!
ahahahaha!
its cool being here! yurp!
theres air con and computer.
but currently, i am suppose to like do my lit assignment
but AHAHAHA(: who gives a crap!

so physics is going to be coming!!):
but a math is here first!
im afraid! gahhhh! HELP?!?

so anyway, HEH!
im tired! not gonna blog.
byeee!

tagboard replies.
gerald: YOU SUCK IN INTEPRETATION!):
jon: HIIILOOO!! (: drink HL milk! heh!

<3

physics spa!

2006-05-16T07:48:00.000-07:00
AHH ~~FUG~~ IT
SCCREW ITT LAHH CAN!!!

im super scared for physics practical
its counted for o levels
I STILL DONT GET WHUT THE HELL
is practical ferr! ):
i just hope and pray
that i will do like WELL for this.
i dont want this practical to affect my
o level results

but i totally gotta thank this few people
joanne,cassie,manda,jonathan(monkey),abel,jon,jess, sarah
and many others who tried to calm me down
THANK YOU. i love you yeah?? HAHA!

GOOD LUCK PEOPOS for physics SPA!
you can do it cause i know you can!(:
3 cheers and 3 cheers yeahh? HAHA!(: LOVE

to joannelim:
hey gurl! thanks for EVERYTHING really. you were always there lurhh
like just now, you were like comforting me and asking me to breathe in and out like i was some pregnant woman or something but AHAHAHA.. i wanna tell you IM NOT DAMMIT. heh. and wells, you biatch. im kidding you know that! ( oh wells. im just funny! i know.) and cassie goes HAHA! weird cassie. but nonetheless, i just want YOU to have faith in yourself for everything that you do cause god is gonna be by YOURside and just passing it with you. think positive and be more optimistic gurl. you can DO IT. trust me! just this once. and thanks for reminding me to print the stuff. if not, ~~I WILL DIE~~. hahaha.. i love you ta bitso! with millions of hello pandas and suan mei! haha.. smooch<3

2006-05-15T21:26:00.000-07:00
OKAY!
SO TODAY WAS CROSS COUNTRY
AND SO IVE HEARD THAT
I RAN 3.6 KM! AHHHH!
SHOCKER THERE.
BUT IM TIRED. AND SLEEPY
IM GOING TO SLEEP AT 1!
YEAH I WILLL..
SO TODAY'S SCHEDULE!

SLEEP//PIANO//STUDY MY SS!
YEAHHH..
AND NOT FORGETTING DINNER
AND WHUTSOEVERRR!

KHOONIE SHOULD HAVE RAN TODAY!
THEN SHE WILL BE TOP20!!! WOOOTTT!
HAHAHA.. SHE IS SO FUNNY LAHHH
I LOVE KHOON! NIEEE... ! HAHA(:

so after cross, we went j8!
ate breakfast and
went home.
yeah.. MANDA YOU YOU YOU!):

yurp! thats what i wanna say to you.
maybe you will never hear it.
but hey, it doesnt hurt
to show it to you(:

if only you were mine,
i would do anything for you.
just not worship you
cause you know
in my heart that is for god.
but no doubt i do love you yeahh!
<3 thanks jeremy!
i get the idea.
you love me!!!

oh wait! NO YOU DONT):
you suck HELL! hahaha
oh wells.
it gets pretty boring when everyone is in school
except for abel

who is trying his VERY BEST TO ENTERTAIN ME! hahaha(: thanks dudee..
im writing an email to my ruthiepoopielatte!
heh!
hope she replies as soon as possible(:
i miss RUTHIEPOOPIELATTE!
sighhhh..
i wish i was in shanghaii!):
i wanna bang you now! HEAR
or rather SEE THE BANGBANG(:
hahaha..

i really think i need to cool it.it might be that im pmsing or something that is going on. but i just cant control my temper no more.i hate to talk about you behind my your back but what i hear from other people, i just have had to agree. its not that i dislike you or anything. or even worse, hate you. but it seems like we are just not close anymore. you have your own friends, which are (I HAVE TO SAY THIS!) mostly all guys but hey come on, what about us man? sheesh! you just shove us aside when you get new guys? you pretend to be so nice and really cheerful towards them when in reality you are not all that nice. after you broke up with your previous bf, you just seemed change. and i thought that you were one faithful little girl. i guess i havent seen the other side of you yet. but i have now, and i dont wanna see it further. im afraid to know the further truth. byebye pretty soul.

2006-05-15T07:44:00.000-07:00
like.scarred.memories.faded.dreams@gmail.com

this is ruthiepoopieelatteshyte's
email add! (:
i love you. and i
MUSTMUSTMUST MUST
remember to email her.

I LOVE YOU FROGGIEWAPPIE(:

╟♠ruthe♠╢ says:
ANGIE
POOPS
WHO'S
EGO
IS
ABOUT
TO
BURST!

╟♠ruthe♠╢ says:
WTH. that's just so damn retarded angiepoops

(what a nice convo!)
and now she is putting dunno how many
millions of smileys! im giddy(: she is too
READ THIS.

╟♠ruthe♠╢ says:
its ACTUALLY quite giddyish.
like.scarred.memories.faded.dreams@gmail.com ((i must remember this)) says:
STILL ON THE CRAZE OF THE SMILEYS EH!
hahaha
ahahaha
╟♠ruthe♠╢ says:
no, i am perfectly sane, thank you very much for asking angiepoopsontheflooreveryday! :P

now i think ruth is high today!
i love her still
byee!<3

*i must remember to email my dear
ruthiepoopielatteshyte!

2006-05-15T07:14:00.000-07:00
im sorry for all the things i did to you. i truly am. you were a great friend really. you gave me advices which were definitely helpful! you were there when i needed you. you were always there when my friends turned their backs on me. and you, never seem to stay angry with me even if i flared up at you. you understand me fully and really you are so cool. you talk to me when im bored. you cheered me up when im down and i will always tell you who i like immediately. i regret fully to treat you like that. im sorry im a biatch... im sorry for being coldhearted to you. im sorry to ignore you for the past few days. and im sorry to leave you there when you were experiencing the toughest part of your life.. im really sorry.. i never once put myself into your place and never actually understand you.. whereas you, always try to put yourself into my place and just tell me what to do!

i really cant say anymore sorrys for the regret and hurt that i caused upon you. i hope and wish you would understand and that we would stay best of friends. no more no less and we could talk to each other for like WOW. long... and you never failed to make me smile. i just wanna thank you so much! sooooo soooo much! I LOVE YOU.

and steph: hullo!

and you, i hope you will know who you are and really change for the better.. i dont wanna say it out loud here cause i just think its not right of me. and think that i might get sued or something. i just wanna tell you that maybe on the surface i seem pretty alright and super happy to be with you. well, maybe i do or rather DID. i dunno what gotten into you. dressing up and dolling up like you never did last time. hey, its not like you dont know i resent this sort of things.. i prefer things to be natural. and i thought you were the one that told me to be natural and not try to be fake. but now, i just feel that your the one being fake and just trying to be someone your truly not. you are turning out to be like a hideous monster. im afraid to even go out or stare into your eyes.. i just get nightmares. truly. i hope this would end! i dont wannt our friendship to just stop this way. you might flare up after reading this. but if YOU wanna true friend, thats what im suppose to do and just tell you whatever changes you have made. i just want you to know that i want all my friends to be just REAL just YOU towards me and not try to act bimbotic when YOU know YOU ARE NOT. and also, you might wanna lighten on that makeup! please! im like here begging you. if not, i guess i would really have second thoughts about going out or even hanging round you... i really dont wanna have our friendship like the two faced bitch and that nice nice woman. you know who im talking about.

im sorry to have insulted you in anyway. but i just prefer to be frank.. i hate to talk face to face ( you know that) so yeah.. this post is for you.

and for my dear bestie(:
<3

i have had enough of YOU.

2006-05-15T04:49:00.000-07:00
TAGBOARD REPLIES. YAY!
finally hur?
hahaha.. im so sorry steph for the delay.

SHUEN: i totally agree with you.
he sucks doesnt he? AWW GERALD(: hahaha.

gerald: please. dont get a big head just cause of your
weird MRT picture.
its cool totally! but it wasnt suppose to turn out like that!
dont deny now! haha:D
and you know what? i think i can take better than you.
wootwoot(:

cassie: HELLO CASSIE DARLING(:
say hi to your mommy for me! HELLO(:

anonymous: haha! no he aint. yurp.
just a really great friend.. interested in him? heh!(:

manda: i love you too dear! URGH! i really miss those times when we totally talked. AHHHH. manda we soooo gotta go sentosa! HEH! <3

okay im done! HAHA
finally hur!
oh wella.
today was dreary!
ended school pretty fast.
so many people didnt come to school
poor them. ALL SICK):
take care doreen faith rachel annabeth liizhen and
i cant remember the last person. shucks.):
sorry.
anyway yeah.
went shopping with my mommy later.
went to see steph and eileen
WOAH LAH!
eileen pang seh me):
ajsdhajshdioadaksdjashd

oh wells.
mrs choo is so nice ! i lurbx her(: HAHA!
okay so i just go ALL the pics from friday.
here they are.. AHHHH!
its hella lot!):
its taking so uber long for the pics to load.
ferget it man.. i will just stop! hahahaha..
have fun.
theres still more but!
BYE<3

2006-05-14T07:27:00.000-07:00
GERALD's ART WORK!

2006-05-13T00:56:00.000-07:00
REPLIES.

gerald: hahaha.. yeah your pig man! its pretty cute but i think im cuter(: hahaha... and goodness you are so darn weird. hahaha! you suck:D

beeyootiful:
WHERE DID YOU SEE ME?

hahaha.. okay
im getting ready for
esplanade.
YAY!
i cant wait..
JELLYBEANS! remember?
hahaha.
but that was cool
i doubt we can ever try that out again.
cause we 3 can never be in the same class ever
JUNIOR COLLEGE
maybe, hopefully(:
I LOVE YOU 2!
amanda and valerieeeFOOOL!(:

hey sweetie! haha.. sounds wrong! but nonetheless,
you are really cool.
and i really enjoy every bit we spent together.
hahaha..
you are cool in that gay way. dont you change alrighty?

friends forever!

thurs.

2006-05-12T07:32:00.000-07:00
TODAY IS SUCHA BOMB BABY!

haha..
happy 71th birthday grandma!
i love you uber so much.
okay anyways
the photos should be up
for the thurs outing.
KHAKIS DEARIE(:

so these coolio pics were taken. and have i told you gerald is a friggin good photographer?

quoted from shu en:
" ask the picture man to take pic of us!"
OR
" AWWW): the picture man is gone.
he went home:'("

heh! dearie, its called a photographer.
and no fear,
without him,
theres still me.
(:

im cooler. you know that right?
HAHAHAHAH!
i ate so much today.
OMG!
sherperd's pie taste good.
i love buffet.
cakes, ice cream, prawns, sushi!
hahaha.. I didnt eat all those though.
my cousin ate them
i binched on it.
not ATE THEM.
hahaha..
im fullll..
I THINK I GAINED A HELL LOT OF WEIGHT.
ahhhh SHUCKS.

and i ate chocolate cake in the afternoon.
bluahhhh!):
i need to take some sleep):
im tired.
really.
theres gb tomoro! NOOO..
AHHHH! I HATE IT):
I NEED SOMEONE TO SAVE ME):

heres some other pictures.
hahahahah!
thats all folks!
blogger dont allow me to post anymore

GERALD!
YOUR ARTWORK IS HERE(:
haha.. TAKE IT !
hahaha..
i will personally write a shout out to my
dear khakis the next day
for now.
im tired
and sleepy!

NIGHT<3

2006-05-11T19:44:00.000-07:00
TAGBOARD REPLIES((:

beautiful: i love you dear. and i will
never ever be mean to you. HAHA. yeah right(:
LETS PLAY THE BOMBA DIGGITY(:
SMOOCH(: i still think you are BIMBOTIC:D

do: yeah yeah. now you know((:
HAPPY 15th soon!<3

val: i cant really remember.
but its okay. the khakis rock(:

<33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!
i love you loadsa.
thanks for bringing me up till now.
not like you would see this but i just wanna say over all the quarrels i had with you, you are still so cool and nice to me. you will never ever ever be replaced by anyone cause you are just too cool for them((: I LOVE YOU DUDETTE!

declares the love

2006-05-11T07:56:00.000-07:00
HELLO BEEYOOUUTIFULL!!!
I LOVE YOU<3

happy nowww?!

poem

2006-05-11T07:15:00.000-07:00
maybe im not perfect for you
just so that you fell for her
proves that i
have already completely, clearly
left your heart

after all that waiting
and sobbing, in hope
that you would return
has all gone to waste
none was worth it all

i was foolish
i was stupid;to have left you in the beginning
and now
it seems like you are the one
leaving me
to catch up with time alone.

&& i know i cant.
its just too faraway
im in my own world
i wish i wish i wish
that life would be but a fantasy
but i guess it never could be
just because just just cause
you made this this way..

friends we will be
nothing more to that
but i will stay on here
pining for that pretty smile
and just constantly loving you.

definitely no changes to that.
totally no more can i grow deeper
for another guy because

you are my sunshine and love.

YAY

2006-05-11T01:20:00.000-07:00
replies! YAYE

steph: yeah i not happy! COME FIGHT LURH! heh.
you suck pretty much as val does.
SUCK WHAT HUR?!? HMMM. the AIR. omg. lame.

val: HELLO KHAKI aka DREAM:) hahaha..
I LOVE YOU VALERIE FOO MIN(: i miss those times
poking you to wake you up. man you PIGGY:)

oh hella.
today was utterly BORING.
and omg. we watched TOOMS):
so freaky.
but they didnt tell us WHAT HAPPENED at the end
terribly bad.
hmmm.. and so
jo eileen and dodo actually thought of what to sing for chinese week?
haha.. pretty funny..
the lian ai da ren!:)
hahaha.. ( i finally know the name)
i rock. okay. moving on.
E MATH TEST SUCKS):
i cant get full marks.
i know it):

hack it lahhh..
like what doreen said
just be happy(:
yurp! THANKS DEAR.

LYDIA CALL ME NOW(:

hahaha.. HURRY HURRY
i need to discuss with you.
YAYEEE:)
so sat: esplanade.
friday : grandma's birthday!
SECRET EVENT(:(:(:(:
heh heh
and erm.
today went kap.
saw zhonghan and his friends.
HRM... i didnt even know lurhh..
hear this.

steph: ANGIE ANGIE?!?
angela: HURHH!! WHAT LAHHH?! SHUSH
steph: ITS ZHONGHAN!!!!
angela: urm?? really? haha.. OKAYY... and so?
steph: AWWWW

and i was like WHAT? hahaha
okay.
i didnt catch that.
erm.. HMMM.. lalalala..
so i think im gonna go out with manda.
yay.
i love that woman ta bitso can!:)

AND I LOVE THE KHAKIS<3

hahaha(:
the khakis are:
steph
me. :D
shuen
eileen
val <3

5 of us.

and i never could turn a blind
eye to you
cause you are really my
only beloved soul that ever lives.

i can never ever imagine
whats gonna be my life
if its without you

meaningless, hopeless.

2006-05-10T04:10:00.000-07:00
I HAVE TO STUDY E MATH
and i went out today.
sigh..
i feel like a BAD GURL):
anyways,

tagboard replies(:
jo: i love you. and i know you know i know that.

steph: dont you have a name hur? hahaha
keep tagging as anon.. haiyo.

manda loh: SATURDAY would be cool.
just like you and me((:

ty: limlee quite lahh hur? i mean, HIS FAMILY THEN:)
<33

DONE.

hmmmm,
i need to study e math!
i need to get FULL MARKS
i really want to dammit.
please please...
alright.
OFF TO STUDY
BYE:)
<33

is it so hard to believe
that i fell for you?

2006-05-08T02:49:00.000-07:00
GRINS SMILES SMIRKS. HELLO(:
im bored as usual.
got home from kap.
i feel so NOT ACHIEVED.
steph and val left early.
eileen and gerald just kept on playing. SIGH
when will they ever GROW UP(:
heee.
and lets see. i just stared at my notes
and made some writing.
dont really think i actually LEARNT IT
but HEH. dont come scolding me.
its NOT MY FAULT. TOTALLY.

saw zhongning and pierson and debbie and val quek there.
its like so weird.
hahaha. but steph got happy:)
i know that.hiehaw(:
and wells, according to gerald
PIERSON IS SUPPOSE TO BE HANDSOME. heh.
eileen went whiny today):
it was terrible.
making a fool out of herself at kap.
yeah.

lets see! eileen made a few observations.
so mr lim lee is RICH according to her.
and miss michelle tan.
actually i agree.
they dont wear the same clothes everytime.
they always seem to have
a gazillion amount of clothes:)
HEEEEEEE.

UMM ERM URM.
so everyone thinks im on a diet.
one last time...
I AM SO NOT ON A DIET
damn you people.
do you think ME, a person who loves food,
would just SKIP IT?!? HELLO. its food.
and i just dont feel well these days.
my stomach feels uneasy.
sighh):
i guess im weak!(:

im excited for wednesday.
yayeee(: I LOVE YOU AND YOU.
aidil: im sorry about yesterday):
val: hey dearie!(: thanks plenty. smooches.

though your gift is small
broken hearts, broken lives
he will take them all
the power of the word
the power of the blood
everything was done
so you would come

replies.

2006-05-07T06:02:00.000-07:00
i think replying tags here is coolio
tag board replies

steph: dont be lame. i know that freagin anon is you! YEOW(: you are just crap can.. AHAHAAHAHAHAHAH(: i know someone WHO LOVES YOU. HEH

jo: i know you love me.

ken: HELLO KEN CHEW:) PUNANI:) HEH!<33

2006-05-07T05:36:00.000-07:00
OH CRAP OH SHYTE:S
im so darn excited.
im like waiting for the vbc results to be out
i doubt we made it into finals):
but no harm
praying and hoping that
we could have gotten in! HEH
i hope we did

cause i need cash
desporately.
then i can go SHOPPING on wed.
yay.
ANYWAYS, IM TOTALLY SCARED
sajdhajskdhuwqheiahsdjsad
kjsahdjakshduhwqeoiwqhiehasd
jksahdwhdiowqehjjasd

sorry
i needed to do that
my hands are like shaking
heh!:)
alrights, eileen is high:)
Eileen is high! yeah HIGH
hahaha.. alrights.
i think i should stop
and start chatting with ppl.
and talk to my dear eileen on the phone
<33

2006-05-06T07:38:00.000-07:00
*He holds me when I start to cry, makes me smile with just his eyes, shares my hopes, dreams and fears, wipes away all my tears, I love him without regret, I just haven't found him yet.

*Somehow, I could only hurt him. Somehow, he could only hurt me. So we decided to never see each other again. And if it hurts us both maybe that's proof of something called love

from joanne lim jia yuen:)

i found that meaningful
and it touched my heart. yeah:)
and i feel so bored now.
i slept like in the afternoon.
almost the whole of it.
and now, i cant sleep):
oh yeah. it feels terrible
to not have mid years and everyone else has it.
suckss):
and you know what
MY BLOG IS DEAD ):
hardly anyone tags now.

okay i shall make shout outs
shout out to joanne:
hey gurl. thanks for being along side with me. giving me all those crazy advices but yeah truly, it helps. and you know me the best cause if im without you, i dunno how am i gonna face the world mans. haha:) just hope you can get your ass out of the house on wed:)
I LOVE YOU DEAR.

shout out to kwok:
gurl you should control that temper. OMGoodness. truly that day you were in the wrong. but nvm about that. you are coolio(:

shout out to gerald:
two words! GAY SHYTE:)

shout out to jon:
thanks for everything dear. really! i mean all those crazy talks and smses. HAHA! and entertaining me with weird chats. woah! its been the coolest time of my life. BBQ can totally burnt your ass up:) *winks

shout out to emma:
hahha.. seriously, you are like a baby in cell:) totally crazy and hyped up. but thats what makes you funny. and in school, your just the COOL and dao person. but nevertheless, you can truly change your mode like THAT! *snaps* i love you emmama.
dont you PMPMP me:)
heh!

shout out to lydia:
HEYHEY GURL. i just knew you like THIS YEAR. and wow. i never actually imagined us to be that close. but its cool lah. haha:) and you are crazy when you want to. andd really strict too. im afraid of you gurl. but yet, im not=P okay its contradicting, but HEY! you are truly one amazing and confusing great friend<3 how ironicc.

shout out to doreen:
YOU YOU AND YOU. make me so crazy. haha! sitting next to yao have been a blast. and you are super weird. and slapping you is FUN. i like i like. but so sorry for those redness i caused. its okay. you look better that way. HEH! and we are gonna have a hella time controlling the intermediates right? right. DUH! you are hanging out with me kay. and you better decide on who ya going KBOX with on your birthday dear. we wanna celebrate it with you.<33

i love my friends!(:

if only you were mine
then i can carry on holding your hands
and never let you go.

2006-05-06T00:53:00.000-07:00
I FEEL SO TIRED:(
firstly,
i got woken up at like 11 plus.
sheesh!
whats my mum's problem
and i think i am sick.
with a stupid illness.

anyways,
i watched teenager drama queen today
haha.. then went to do graphs
OMGOMGOMG
im so tired can!
i did like
12345678910 graphs
booyakasha.):
OH WELLS.
im glad im done though

i would have to study for physics.
and a math
and e math
shucks.this sucks):

cell group yesterday was cool.
i saw many many people.
and yeah.
learnt alot.
emma didnt go THAT high though:(
hahaha.
but it was still cool.
i love hwai mei!!!<3

hear the sound
the sound of the nations calling
hear the sound
the sound of the fatherless crying
who will go for us
who will shout to the corners
of the earth
that christ is king

we speak to nations, "Be open"
we speak to nations "Fall on your knees"
we speak to nations
"the kingdom is coming near to you"
oh, we speak to strongholds, "be broken"
"powers of darkness, you have to flee"
we speak to nations
"the kingdom is coming near to you"
we speak to you, "be free, yeah be free"

hear the sound
the sound of the nations worshipping
hear the sound
of sons and daughters singing
we will go for you
we will shout to the corners of the earth
that christ is king

we speak to nations.

2006-05-04T06:06:00.000-07:00
TODAY IS BORING
and i had piano.
im going to take the exam soon
i need to practise more
if not, i think im going to

fAIL:(

okay anyways
chem was pretty okay.
i failed a math.
shucks.
i think im doing badly:(

I NEED TO BUCK UP DAMMIT:(

2006-05-03T07:11:00.000-07:00
INCREDIBLE TALES.
OHLALALA
its the bomb baby!

dentist

2006-05-03T01:06:00.000-07:00
I WENT TO THE DENTIST TODAY.
hahaha..
then me and sharon started talking.
about like how we used to be
SO SUPER DUPER afraid
of going to the dentist.

cause what they do last time,
they clean our teeth
and even pluck our shaky tooth out:(
booyakasha
now that was the horror. heh

dentist was pretty nice.
and everything seems to be cool
we had COOLIO SPECS KAY:)
and i got to press the THINGY
that would allow water to come out:)
yay !:) i love it.
hahaha..
steph and val are at kap.
STUDYING CHEMISTRY
hawhaw. more like staring at guys
heh!but seriously,
how can you EVER get anything done at kap
yeah most probably ~~eating.~~
and gossiping.
but no doubt NOT studying.
and IM SERIOUS ABOUT THAT.

ha! anyways,
chem test (tomoro)
AHHH BOOSHYTE.
im afraid i would FAIL again.
nanjie give me some of your FRIGGING brains.
heh! now that would do.
oh and i might be going penang!
with jo and sharon
as student leaders.
WOW.. embassadors of MGS.
how cool and awesome is that OMGOMG
hahaha..

and i had jellyhearts
jo's helping me and doreen order them
oh yumilicious.
i was planning to get them for mother's day
and for some of my friends:)
I LOVE JELLYHEARTS
hahaha.. BUT THEY MAKE YOU REALLY FAT.
and that sucks. dont you agree?
yurp.
anyways, im having a date with many people
on wednesday.
and maybe, i might be going to cell extravaganza.
its gonna be wayy wayy cool.
with mosquito and emma( COOLNESS) and lydia
and not forgettting by sweetie, LINGLING.
i love these ppl.
hahaha.. and yeah yours truly.
okay fine now. stop rattling.
i really feel so meaningless.
oh my hot chocolate is waiting. heh

I WANNA BE A LITTLE KIDDO AGAIN. AND THEN I WOULD HAVE NO EXAMS. AND HAVE LOADSA FUN BEING A KID AND BEST OF ALL, I CAN BE INNOCENT AND PURE. NOT BE CORRUPTED BY DEAREST DOREEN AND JOANNE LIM. HEH!(:

CORRUPTED PEOPLE! AHEM
toodles.love ya all.
YO MAMA<33